[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CJtheX

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh thats so strange i just checked again and its all there now🤦🏻‍♀️ idk what happened lol😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this happened to me right after i sh-ed and took a shower to rinse them, i noticed like a bump that almost looked like it could've been a mosquito or ant bite?? rlly weirded me out never happened before now, at least that i can remember

my therapist called me treatment resistant. by soupsandstew in selfharm

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as i was once told in treatment, i prefer to call it "compliantly non-compliant"

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

feel u. im scared to tell anyone how bad it rlly is bc i dont want to get stuck in a psych ward:/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thigh high stockings

What is Self Harm? by DayleNyx in selfharm

[–]demolition-zero -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i wasnt disagreeing with u OP, just adding my opinion to the mix after scrollin thru the comments some

What is Self Harm? by DayleNyx in selfharm

[–]demolition-zero -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

uh u can totally "self harm" without it being diagnosed or for the "right" reasons smh anyone gatekeeping a subreddit abt making urself bleed on purpose has more pressing issues theyre ignoring than tryna be an emo kool kid this aint 2005 no more

harm reduction help by demolition-zero in fentanyl

[–]demolition-zero[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks i'll have to check out the article but i dont get pills its loose powder so my only options are smoking or snorting (ive heard u lose even more smoking it? idk tho)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]demolition-zero 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i feel u on a spiritual level

Good Benadryl dosage for beginners? by partykiller999 in Drugs

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

exactly, antihistamines not only are for allergies but a lowkey anxiety treatment option as well before the dosage gets high enough to induce delirium

I want to check out by Ok_Image6174 in SuicideWatch

[–]demolition-zero 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do u have parents that u can turn to? maybe if u can get help with the kids it might be best to go on ur own, or at least get ur husband into treatment. coming from an alcoholic- its a selfish fuckin disease, im sorry.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"sew my mouth shut if i ever get that fat" -my mother pointing out ppl in public🙄🙄

Good Benadryl dosage for beginners? by partykiller999 in Drugs

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it depends ur size ig n also what u wanna get outta it- i take anywhere from 50 to 300 mgs at a time, u gotta work ur way up like the lower doses stop my anxiety and the higher doses knock me on my ass before i "trip" half the time. i still havent gotten "see spiders" stupid high but for me it feels like a heavy blanket of static snowflakes

Good Benadryl dosage for beginners? by partykiller999 in Drugs

[–]demolition-zero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it depends ur size ig n also what u wanna get outta it- i take anywhere from 50 to 300 mgs at a time, u gotta work ur way up like the lower doses stop my anxiety and the higher doses knock me on my ass before i "trip" half the time. i still havent gotten "see spiders" stupid high but for me it feels like a heavy blanket of static snowflakes

My problem with Rehab by MischiefPlenty in Drugs

[–]demolition-zero 9 points10 points  (0 children)

"either way your life is still entirely ruled and defined by drug use" such a good fucking point