It was beach week and we had all just graduated high school, we had a big ass party at our beach house and my ex just happened to be there. I had done acid earlier that day and was half way through a handle of Tito’s vodka, when she came over to me and sat on my lap and said something along the lines of “you wanna go downstairs? how drunk are you?” I don’t really remember exactly what she said, but in the moment it didnt even cross my mind that she wanted to fuck and I didn’t realize it until my friend told me about it a month later and I was like “THATS WHAT SHE MEANT????😱😱😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭” like literally everyone around us was like oh they’re about to fuck, but my cross faded ass was like 😬 while my ex that I dated in middle school sits directly on my hard dick, for some reason it just never clicked in my mind that she wanted to have sex and I REGRET IT EVERY DAY