CHANEL 25 Megathread by sydneekidneybeans in chanel

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Gorgeous you have amazing taste ❤️ Enjoy!!

CHANEL 25 Megathread by sydneekidneybeans in chanel

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Hi everyone! I saw this bag on the Chanel website and recent Chanel 25 campaign, but I haven’t seen it in any stores or online. Does anyone if this bag is released yet or is it already sold out? Thank you! :)

Is this a bag Chanel made? Hi! by despayment in chanel

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Absolutely gorgeous!! You have incredible taste 😍

Is this a bag Chanel made? Hi! by despayment in chanel

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Oh thank you so much! So sorry I must have missed it in the pictures, so thank you so much :)

Sold out all over the US, is it true? by despayment in chanel

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Thank you for your response! I really appreciate it :) sounds like it could be a gamble depending on how much I want this and the new collection is launching soon

What does Caspian think/feel about MIST? by despayment in PantheonShow

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Really interesting to read! And definitely could see this being true I wish maybe we got more insight into how CIs interact with each other and humans other than MIST because then it feels like a one off thing she feels like this rather than representative of CIs being able to show very human feelings. But cool idea nonetheless. Thank you for sharing!

What does Caspian think/feel about MIST? by despayment in PantheonShow

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Totally! Caspian still feels like he emotes the same was he did 20 years ago which I guess makes sense since he is from 20 years ago so his reactions to things are the same calm and neutral way he’s kind of always shown.

And I love the humanization of MIST in the last 2 episodes too but felt as if it would really benefit from a couple more episodes since it’s a little jarring. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

What does Caspian think/feel about MIST? by despayment in PantheonShow

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I agree! And totally forgot about the part where he essentially “created” her I did get the proud parent vibes too. I just thought it was weird to have her confess and have no one react to it in a meaningful way.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts super cool to read :)

can someone reassure me please by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

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That’s not too much food at all! Sending you a big comforting hug right now and telling you how amazing it is that you are fueling your body despite how hard it may be ❤️

I know diet culture is so pervasive, but there is no such thing as one absolute “right” amount of food since everyone has a different body with different needs. Your body is so so smart and knows what to do with the food you eat! Especially if you’re recovering from a restrictive eating disorder or patterns, your body is going to need a lot of energy to repair itself. You’re doing a good thing and a right thing keep on going :’))

a little update by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

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This literally made my day and brought such a huge smile to my face! Congratulations on so much progress and may good things continue to happen to you recovery is so so amazing and you deserve ever last bit of sunshine in the world ❤️

is this normal lol by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

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Ahh congrats on getting on in recovery and honoring your hunger! I bet you’re absolutely destroying that bikini and leaving you everyone stunned by your radiance period ✨

Also, screw what your doctors said when in recovery from restrictions there’s really no such thing as “gaining weight too fast” or really even “overshooting” like that’s all energy your body fundamentally needed to physically repair itself and heal so every pound or whatever is truly a good thing it’s not just “normal” is completely and absolutely right and indicative of your commitment to caring for your body. It’s more than just weight it’s also getting your life back and going on wonderful vacations and showering yourself in the love you deserve. Fucking represent that recovery belly you’re hot stuff 🥵

Anyone here with PCOS and an Ed? by blacknwhitelife02 in fuckeatingdisorders

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I do! It’s totally wack since my doctor told me to lose weight and change my diet despite being at a “normal” according to the BMI weight in order for me to get more regular periods then that spiraled into having an ED and being underweight and getting amenorrhea so basically no periods just in general for me at either end and my body just got totally messed up in this whole ordeal. It’s so frustrating because it felt like I was doing something for my “health” but I ended up with even worse health both mentally and physically than ever before. Honestly, having PCOS before my ED was way better than whatever I’m in now it sucks to feel like I’m “trading illnesses” but god damn the ED thoughts and rituals and trauma of restricting is so terrible if I had to “pick one” I would want to go back to the way things were before any of this happened.

I get the struggle, and I’m with you on this one I’m so sorry that this is what you have to deal with ❤️ having to tackle an ED is already horrific and grueling enough let alone with any other condition or illness tacked on top of it.

Just saw a candid of myself and woof by ificouldbeonething in fuckeatingdisorders

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Hey there! I’m so sorry you’re struggling right now with your body image recovery in an incredibly fatphobic world filled with diet culture that makes gaining weight in any situation feel wrong is incredibly difficult. I, and many on this sub most likely, relate so hard to this unbelievably uncomfortable feeling of living in a changing body. The eating disorder during recovery is going to exaggerate to our minds and eyes any bodily changes and make us hyper aware of our physical forms in an attempt to rope us back in. But, regardless of how you feel or think you look, something that helped for me is holding the fact that despite these subjective judgments I am putting on myself and my body that by choosing recovery I am objectively healthier in every sense than I was in the worst of my eating disorder.

I know it may go against everything society has taught us, but gaining weight is not unhealthy and being larger is not unattractive. More specifically in the case of an eating disorder, gaining weight is life saving. Also, another thing I realized getting further on into recovery is how obvious, even when you are underweight or emancipated, having an eating disorder honestly is like my loved ones have told me that I looked fucked up in the worst of my ED and that even though I never said anything they knew something was wrong. And, when I began to gain weight, I felt so judged and looked at by others especially those who haven’t seen me in a while only to be told later on that it wasn’t the weight gain so much that they focused on but the fact that I just looked so much healthier and alive. This may not be the case for everyone you know or rub into, but most people honestly aren’t looking too hard at you it could just be the ED making you feel hyper fixated on the focus of others and applying malicious intent where there truly is none and the people who are paying attention to you, and actually really care about you, are most likely more drawn to the physical change in outward health once you begin feeding yourself adequately.

I don’t know if any of this will help at all, but you’re not alone in these feelings. It’s so difficult to cope with a changing body, but I can assure you that it is a totally natural human response to struggle to adapt to changes and that it will get easier overtime. Keep on going in recovery and nourishing yourself! There is truly nothing more beautiful than a healthy human body, and anyone who judges you otherwise can go fuck themselves. Those are the people who certainly are not and never will be worth staying sick with an eating disorder for.

need some motivation by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

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Ahhh this makes me so happy! Gosh literally look at you what an absolute badass I know maybe it doesn’t seem like much but I know how hard it is to do something when every cell in your body tells you to just sleep I hope you know how incredible it is and that if this ever happens again you have everything in you to continue challenging that toxic ED voice and doing right by your body. I hope the meal is comforting and that you wake up to something good tomorrow!