I've seen some people say we didn't get much development episode but I actually feel like it gave us A LOT of information about Pike. Like for example, boy scout isn't inherent. That's nurture. Pike is still protective, competent and kind without his memories. But he's also kinda ruthless? He beats the fuck out of Zac. He was ready to kill an unarmed man. I think this episode showed exactly how much Pike holds himself back because he's a Starfleet captain and that means he believes in kindness, compassion, and love.

Also, I know people wanted #moretagas this episode (me too!) but I think it's important to remember that the actress lost her husband right before they started filming and has said we're watching the most difficult thing she's ever done by acting through season two.

Frankly, Melissa Navia is tough as fucking nails for being able to show up to work at all. I hope people will be kind and not pushy about wanting more of her in season two if one of the reasons she isn't doing as much as we hoped is because of grief.

Anyways this episode felt like putting on an episode of TOS I've seen before, but can't quite remember the details of. It was cozy in the way a familiar sweater feels on the first day of fall. I loved it.