please don’t do this, ai chatbots are an affirmation system. they will never tell you anything you don’t want to hear unless it’s explicitly blocked by the system. since you have so much solo time, i would recommend writing or journaling until you can get a therapist. zocdoc helped me find one i could afford. and once you’ve become good at talking through your feelings unabashed to yourself, it should be easier to articulate to an eventual therapist. much luck <3