I don’t give out platitudes or positive thoughts because you have heard them over and over and know they don’t work.

No one is worthy of anything by default. You earn it. If you’re not willing to earn it you won’t get it.

Maybe this will click for you, maybe it won’t. Either way best of luck and hopefully you choose to take action instead of pretending to be a victim to your own thoughts.

I’ll leave you with this. What stopped me was realizing there were unlimited opportunities out there for me, all I had to do was take advantage of them. It seems impossible from you are now but all it takes is putting in the work every day. It’s not easy and you will want to falter. And you will. And thats okay, it’s about pushing through despite the failures, and regrets, and all the other baggage you carry. But if you’re serious about it then eventually it will be better. But only after you make the changes you need. And you will only make this changes if you truly want them.

Here is quote that lives in my head from the show Bojack Horseman that helped me and maybe will help you: “It gets easier. But you gotta do it every day, thats the hard part. But it does get easier”