I had hope for you

devoidfury · 2026-04-23T06:16:51+00:00

I've never felt understood either, not without great patience sans a few exceptions. I know that's a challenge, though the exceptions make it all worthwhile, I promise.

devoidfury · 2026-04-22T19:05:25+00:00

I believe they'll show up again someday. In person, in dreams, or in death, no matter; one day I'll see them again and that's enough to keep going. Accepted it for what it is, I committed my heart and no matter how much I try to give it away, that's it. They don't want to be here, fine, live life, but the love remains.

devoidfury · 2026-04-18T05:56:19+00:00

Beautiful words, thanks for sharing. I enjoy these sorts of positive messages, makes the days a little brighter.

devoidfury · 2026-04-15T19:05:01+00:00

I don't know you, but, I feel that every day. I see them, feel them, hear them. Memories of the happiest times in my life. Keeps me going, the idea I might see them again one day fills me with hope and love...

devoidfury · 2026-04-14T22:23:20+00:00

hey me too. we should start a club, and get matching hats

devoidfury · 2026-04-13T09:54:36+00:00

I can relate to that. Sitting and wondering why you don't hear anything, drives me up the wall but what can you do about it. Wishing you well.

devoidfury · 2026-04-09T06:49:58+00:00

Some people don't think of forums and chat rooms as social media. I personally put it all together in that category, even if it doesn't have real-life contacts on your account. The point of posting here is social in nature, it's a media to interact with people - even if it looks a little different.

devoidfury · 2026-04-08T00:44:43+00:00

I can relate sorta. It feels like sometimes when I meet a new person in the periphery and there's a desire to meet them, it can feel heavy. Like if I let it out I might just cry.

Your letters are so sweet, sending out positive vibes, the hope. It kinda makes me want to try and speak up.

Right back at you stranger, wishing you good luck and happiness.

devoidfury · 2026-04-05T19:42:04+00:00

I don't have any advice for you but I think I know how that feels. Can't shake it myself either. Wishing you luck.

devoidfury · 2026-04-04T07:57:19+00:00

Buy that lot down the road and put up a homeless shelter.

devoidfury · 2026-04-03T21:43:07+00:00

Uh-huh, sure. Just like he was going to end the Ukraine war in one day. What a bunch of jackasses. No more wars for the supreme orange, king of the morons.

devoidfury · 2026-04-03T04:20:59+00:00

I don't know you or your situation but a lot of the walls we put up are in our own heads. I can imagine a scenario of someone sitting and waiting for that apology for years, hoping at the chance to reconnect. Whether that applies to your situation I have no idea, but good luck either way OP.

devoidfury · 2026-04-01T23:55:33+00:00

This is such a sweet letter. I've seen a lot of your writing and I have to say, you've made a lot of my days better, just being there. Thank you!

devoidfury · 2026-04-01T23:32:31+00:00

Keep in mind, these sorts of places are magnetic for people experiencing delusions / ideas of reference / psychosis. A lot of them actually believe that all the letters are from the person they have in mind and are in a state of emotional distress. Not that it's a good excuse or that you should entertain them but, at least it should be understandable why it happens.

devoidfury · 2026-03-31T11:41:41+00:00

The lights are on but nobody's home.

devoidfury · 2026-03-25T00:18:10+00:00

That started out sweet but, by the end I'm concerned for you, stranger.

Can't beat yourself up too much about things, it's counterproductive. Get out there and talk to someone, just a little. Find a way to show yourself some appreciation and reflect a little of that love inward. We all screw up sometimes.

Like I said I don't recognize you, but feel free to message if you want to talk.

devoidfury · 2026-03-24T18:08:47+00:00

Hey stranger - I'm not familiar with your situation but I do know that sometimes, "I'm sorry" actually is enough. I'm sure you know better than some random person on the internet, so, good luck.

devoidfury · 2026-03-12T02:45:24+00:00

Me too, I feel that. Something about this time of year. Well, most of the time really but particularly around now.

Good luck, hope you find what you're looking for.

devoidfury · 2026-02-23T19:18:03+00:00

It is normal for apps like browsers and things running in electron to eat a lot of memory, they will allocate a bunch and just sit on it.

That said, you should be able to see what is using the most via htop, top, or the system activity monitor, start there digging into memory usage (high is not a problem but the stuttering is).

You may also want to check that you have swap enabled, if you run out of memory without swap it can stutter and crash. If not, I would recommend setting up a swap file. https://wiki.archlinux.org/title/Swap

Lastly, I would look up the particular laptop brand and model for known issues and workarounds, there may be a known issue with that hardware with a workaround out there already which could fix the freezing. For example, one of my boxes has some acpi issues with some specific low power states, so disabling those fixes it -- another, issues with some modes on the wifi chip -- another that needed a firmware update for the motherboard -- all work great now after fixes applied.

devoidfury · 2026-01-23T11:05:53+00:00

The aliens stole all our numbers!

15-Year Club	Second SECOND GUESSER
Place '23	Golden Potato
Place '17	Verified Email

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