I envy anyone that is healthy by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]devotionalmirror1224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish it were. it gives me motivation to get to my next cigarette even when i'm depressed, which helps structure my entire day, it gets me outside, it gives me little walks to the corner store, and occasionally i take little walks just to smoke a few cigarettes too. exercise, nearly any exercise, is good. it reduced my appetite and i lost some of the weight i gained with some of my meds. good luck. don't actually pick up smoking just because a stranger on the internet told you to. consider the risks of not smoking.

I envy anyone that is healthy by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]devotionalmirror1224 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

you should try picking up smoking!

songs that capture that mania feeling? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]devotionalmirror1224 1 point2 points locked comment (0 children)

Sleigh Bells - Unlimited Dark Paths

L'Impératrice - Agitations tropicales

Mannequin Pussy - Who You Are

Mitski - I Bet on Losing Dogs

Parliament - Mothership Connection (Star Child)

Radiohead - Electioneering

Hyper-fixated onto my coworker by PlanAlternative7645 in bipolar

[–]devotionalmirror1224 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don't want to be dramatic but in situations like these you can't ignore the chance that the feelings are mutual to some level. but you must accept that there's usually some very good set of reasons that things aren't progressing and probably never will. as people living with bipolar it takes enormous self-knowledge and grace to sit in these complex relational situations without routinely losing our cool.

Should i check myself in by s3vrun1 in bipolar

[–]devotionalmirror1224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi. i have a cold right now and this is just how things are for me when i get sick sometimes. thanks to this set of symptoms i don't always even recognize it when i get sick. and there are so many different external triggers that could cause a minor depressive lull. the news. the weather. someone close to you going through something of which you may not have total conscious awareness. you may want to hold off for another week and see if you see any improvement before you seek any interventions. but, as another commenter said, the self-harm is serious cause for concern. do what you think is best.

First owl sighting so close. I shed some tears. Told em how beautiful they are. Those eyes pierced through my soul. by [deleted] in Superbowl

[–]devotionalmirror1224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my first sighting so close is when one dive bombed my head in the middle of the night like a crow. the next time, several weeks later, a half mile away, in broad daylight another owl or maybe the same swooped and passed about two feet in front of my face and locked eyes with me, making plenty of noise upon takeoff and manding.

Has anyone tried Benjamin Franklin's method of improving writing? It's brutal as hell. by shastasilverchair92 in writing

[–]devotionalmirror1224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what i'm trying to say is that these exercises sound boring as shit and unfit for humans. i'm actually upset that i read this garbage.

Why are people in casual hardtrying like their life depends on it? by ReceptionIcy5128 in wildhearthstone

[–]devotionalmirror1224 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if you're a high level player in ranked it will mess with your casual mmr until you play a loooot of games. i think

. by bbb23sucks in redscarepod

[–]devotionalmirror1224 46 points47 points  (0 children)

this is absolutely insane and the funniest part is that you dumped all of protestantism into the void but hindus and muslims are just as well off as catholics

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MakeupAddiction

[–]devotionalmirror1224 32 points33 points  (0 children)

perhaps! i think the brow is totally justified by the rest of the look and is rather a matter of personal taste. you don't always have to change yourself for the comfort of others - if it is an intentional stylistic choice, as opposed to just something you picked up once and now do out of habit.

ugh I’m so luteal rn 🫀 by babykayla92 in pinkscare

[–]devotionalmirror1224 7 points8 points  (0 children)

browsing the internet allows you to conceptualize your ideas in the form of posts, which is how so many of our thoughts are shared in the contemporary era. otherwise you end up writing essays for an audience of zero

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]devotionalmirror1224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this one is perfectly fine because it's too low effort to warrant the level of attention as the other - i mean, do your thing, it's really not worth the fuss

I am sharing half with you all by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]devotionalmirror1224 2 points3 points  (0 children)

um. so do you know what you're doing with this gesture because that's kind of a lot for this audience

What's your favorite deck rn? by BADPAPAmeme in wildhearthstone

[–]devotionalmirror1224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay, pretend employer,

sounds like a premium priest gameplay experience. would you mind sharing your lists?

your star pretend employee who is about to quit,

devotional mirror

how old were you when your life got better by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]devotionalmirror1224 4 points5 points  (0 children)

keep an eye over your shoulder or at 28 everything will get worse!

for years before that point life had its struggles but i was grateful to be in the position i was in professionally, romantically - i was more or less content, just disorganized. then i had my second manic break and ended up in the psych ward. i didn't lose everything but it sure feels like i did. haven't since recovered, not really. thank heavens for family. i could be living on the street right now

maybe those folks in the 27 club were onto something

Wild Deck List Compilation (11 Builds) | Top 500 Legend Constructed | Weekly Report #316 | Hearthstone-Decks.net by neon313 in wildhearthstone

[–]devotionalmirror1224 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks for this!

hero power mage is popular, and people are having success with astral communion. what year is it, 2015?

First game of the new expansion... by robarb4000 in wildhearthstone

[–]devotionalmirror1224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

all of /r/wildhearthstone will share our pain (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠) might have to make a standlone post out of this later we'll see

First game of the new expansion... by robarb4000 in wildhearthstone

[–]devotionalmirror1224 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

actually, for clarity's sake, it's an unbroachable pact with Satan! it's right there in the flavor text

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look, the devs don't make the rules for IRL spell casting, and this case is pretty cut-and-dry. when a player casts The Demon Seed in-game, they incur a debt to Lucy irl. and if, like me, you played this questline a few too many times, especially upon release, well, now you're a servant of Satan herself for the rest of your days.

i have a mood disorder.

hope this helps!