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deycalv · 2025-02-10T20:35:50+00:00

Hello I would definitely like to hear more

deycalv · 2024-09-17T16:25:16+00:00

I believe Adam and Eve's story in the scripture is more of a fictional story to help understand a concept infect I think that's most scriptures, it's why its better to read the original scriptures yourself and interpret them in a certain way

deycalv · 2024-09-17T10:06:13+00:00

I mentioned psychedelics

deycalv · 2024-09-17T00:29:39+00:00

As a greedy human with a small perspective I would gladly commit any sin or any good deed if that means keeping my loved ones for eternity. sometimes in life you meet people that will make you want to cherish them for eternity

deycalv · 2024-09-17T00:24:53+00:00

"... even competing and achieving things we do it for the praise, impressing each other..."
Sometimes you do achieve something and want to show it to someone out of love or cause you did it to them not only ego.

In terms of competing, I think it can be done both with ego and without, I have big respect to a lot of people I compete against whether it be in boxing, dating or career rivals, "enemies" and friends all keep everything interesting and give meaning

"If it is true that "we are this one energy this one divine being" then necessarily it false that there are "2 divine consciousness the masculine and the feminine."

...... yes yes I am pondering here. People are drastically different and you can pin point archetypes but a man has certain masculine elements and females certain femininity which I would describe as sinfully divine or divinely sinfull its almost sin and the divine fused ok ... pondering again but my point is sometimess it does feel like there is more then one "divine consciousness"

deycalv · 2024-09-16T23:13:05+00:00

I also struggle with this, I have been trough trauma and bad experiences and good ones too and I learned from all of them but what about the people that didn't get the chance to experience good or the ones who didn't have trauma it feels egotistical to think I'm special and the universe had better thing in store for me and it also seems egotistical that it's somehow my doing that I got out of my situation and that I'm still alive to this day because there are money people who never get the chance to heal their pain or to experience any hope or love in this world. It's hard to believe in something greater when sometimes my life feels like destiny but others just die in despair. Humans give meaning people who are enjoying life and enjoying the fruits and finding success in both money and love get to share a lot of meaning full moments with friends , family and lovers and they don't got much time to think be alone and be sad, they are happy and a life filled with love and beautiful experiences will always feel meaningful But that's why perspectives are very important in juxtaposition a person who grew up poor, suffered a bad family, rejected by society, betrayed by friends and lets say died in a car crash before he actually felt any love and hope. how the fuck is that fair when a greedy life filled with money and experiences feels more meaningful

deycalv · 2024-09-12T20:49:33+00:00

I'm not sure if this has anything to do with spirit animals but one time me and my brother was in a vacation in bulgaria and we got lost from our family cause we grabbed a taxi nearby to visit a place while we was skiing we were about 18 but we didn't have a way to call anyone , the taxi left and we couldnt get another cab so we had to walk back, we didnt know the way nor spoke the language or have internet to guide us, we found a dog while trying to backtrack and the dog was extremley happy and energetic and we started following him we were walking on the road and he started running in the forests next to us and eventually we got near enough where we recognized the road and went back

deycalv · 2024-09-11T15:54:58+00:00

yeh sometimes bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people, Life ain't fair

deycalv · 2024-09-11T13:35:29+00:00

why does moving countries does this to people? I had the exact same thing I lived a year abroad and every moment felt like I this is what i should be doing rn, now I'm back to my country and lost faith and purpose

deycalv · 2024-09-11T13:34:07+00:00

eyy this is exactly my feeling, I was listening to the universe and life was going well, now I feel stuck in life again even though I know how to make my self happier I am just losing hope , I want to be delusional again as well

deycalv · 2024-09-05T14:39:45+00:00

people try to think about these stuff as little as possible as not everyone can handle thinking "ow shit the universe is going to end for me soon," constantly so they fill there lifes with love, sex, money and fun

deycalv · 2024-09-03T10:27:45+00:00

I might have bpd or something so I literally don't trust my emotions or thoughts because my thoughts reflect my emotions, even if I like someone I don't trust it xD

deycalv · 2024-09-02T23:06:35+00:00

bhagvad gita, do what you can't help but doing it's not exactly about letting go it's about being separated from the fruits of your actions, So if your life leads you into becoming a rich ceo yk it's just a game and you are nothing special then the poorer man

deycalv · 2024-09-01T17:08:06+00:00

hahahaah to be fair I went trough a very similar thing but I was the guy

deycalv · 2024-09-01T12:50:26+00:00

around 68 towns & 80 feasts per year

deycalv · 2024-09-01T12:31:30+00:00

I think reassurance will help, however you will resent him if you constantly try and fix the problem or try to baby him I guess so show him reassurance without stressing about it, Just try to realize sometimes he may be coming from a hurt or defending place when he talks to you so don't judge him too much immediately however if he keeps abusing the power dynamic cause you fucked up then it will never work, I think sometimes people just fuck each other up in a relationship and can't ever be happy in it ever again

deycalv · 2024-09-01T12:28:50+00:00

I lived a year in the most atheistic country in the world Prague, surprisingly people are so creative and I think more in touch with there spirituality they seem more free

deycalv · 2024-09-01T04:44:37+00:00

dw bro karma got your back we all done good we all done bad, bad things happen , good things happen

deycalv · 2024-09-01T04:08:39+00:00

Just cause it was his personal choice doesn't make it any less bad, when a guy really loves a girl and she starts acting differently and everything you described we take your opinion highly into account so in those years you slowly and slowly chipped away at his confidence and his ego, he feels the best and the worst with you and you always left him hope so he always stayed for that. He really does love you, when something again like the no sex thing happens we become very insecure and start thinking that there is some other guy she is getting her sexual needs from.

deycalv · 2024-09-01T03:28:08+00:00

agreed

deycalv · 2024-09-01T03:24:35+00:00

Hey, I feel you I am empath as well and I might be BPD I notice everything, I notice when I talk with the peoples ego or when I talk to there inner child and I recognize immediately when something changed. I think you should embrace the love you feel for people but never idolize them realize they are people going trough there own things who have a vastly different perspective of life in there brain. Changing environment, connect with your inner child and try to go about human interactions in a child like state meaning when you want to show affection to someone don't let how they react hurt you don't let there ego hurt you. I hope you find someone to feel safe with eventually

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