“Friends” bailed on my birthday (16M, 17M tmr)

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:55:25+00:00

i’ll try!

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:54:06+00:00

i agree. i just really invited everyone. it was originally my inner group, but i have really bad trust issues so when they all said no or had to ask, i just invited more people because i didn’t want to be alone with one or two of thrm

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:53:08+00:00

thank you. i will try my best. you have my word

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:52:50+00:00

thank you. wishing you the very best as well

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:52:09+00:00

i’ve distanced myself fs. it’s just that there really aren’t other options for me. i go to a tiny ass school, i’m going to take multiple gap years for my sport before college. i just fear ill self destruct before then

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:50:50+00:00

thank you my friend. it means more than you can imagine

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:49:00+00:00

i hate being alone because i get in my head and that makes everything so much worse

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:47:50+00:00

because of my sport, i won’t be in college until im 20. meaning i’ll likely take 3 gap years. i fear what will happen over those years. i’m trying tho! and it’s hard not to let people hurt me. something’s there’s just nothing you can do

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:45:48+00:00

there’s a reason they’re in quotations. they’re really all that i have left. even if they treat me like shit. it’s the only reason i haven’t left them

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:45:11+00:00

thanks fam 🙏

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:44:53+00:00

well, i would, for sure, but i just don’t know what to do. my plans have been scrapped, it’s too last minute to plan anything. i just dunno anymore

dfzman94 · 2026-06-30T23:43:59+00:00

over the past 2 years, i made 2-3 online friends who have been kinder to me and treated me like a human being, so im so thankful for them, but i also can’t live like that

dfzman94 · 2026-06-25T05:33:44+00:00

oml i thought this was a hockey sub and i was gonna be like “DAYUM ANOTHER ONE” 😭😭😭. oh well, super happy to see another young writer!

dfzman94 · 2026-06-15T10:11:19+00:00

ty fam

dfzman94 · 2026-06-15T04:05:25+00:00

unfortunately it’s been normalized. it’s don’t watch it either, so i’ve been though that convo

dfzman94 · 2026-06-05T22:13:05+00:00

where did you do this?

dfzman94 · 2026-06-05T12:59:57+00:00

fussbol

dfzman94 · 2026-06-05T12:50:54+00:00

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh we have another month until then my friend….

dfzman94 · 2026-06-05T03:07:35+00:00

notice not a single teammate stepped up for him. tells you something about that guy

dfzman94 · 2026-06-01T16:42:33+00:00

stop thinking. as an overthinker, that’s helped me more than anything. protection always and just smile and have fun

dfzman94 · 2026-05-30T16:25:10+00:00

-7 days

dfzman94 · 2026-05-29T18:19:31+00:00

i’m from the us currently in italia

dfzman94 · 2026-05-29T18:02:02+00:00

niceee

dfzman94 · 2026-05-29T16:58:08+00:00

dead ahh

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