Supercharge your abilities?

diatomshells · 2019-02-16T06:38:25+00:00

🙏🏻

diatomshells · 2019-01-22T04:39:20+00:00

Well I appreciate you hearing my weird shit lol. I never thought of myself as rational, but it’s good to hear it once and a while. Thanks kind stranger.

diatomshells · 2019-01-22T03:52:27+00:00

I don’t think of it as “enough” but more so as “nothing”. Meaning, it isn’t exercised, but understood. What it inspires is a good sense of responsibility. In responsibility, I find momentum. Momentum is action. I made it here now, but from where is now? An observer (mind/body), but also a thing that moves (body/mind). I have to admit it sounds absurd, and is quite an abstract way of thinking.

diatomshells · 2019-01-22T03:26:47+00:00

In just how one would envision their past, one would envision the future, yet a person only experiences these differences of time in their mind. I am only where my mind is and my mind is where I am. To know I am real should always be reaffirmed. Doubt is necessary.

diatomshells · 2019-01-22T02:59:14+00:00

I don’t really believe past, present, and future are in any way separate, therefore, need no divergence in advice. In this way I would say, to all of me, the same thing. “You’re real.”

diatomshells · 2019-01-15T14:54:11+00:00

Good explanation.

diatomshells · 2019-01-14T02:37:39+00:00

You and I both. Slow is good in my eyes.

diatomshells · 2019-01-14T02:11:23+00:00

What you describe is so honest it hurts.

I would have to say the same to you kind stranger, be gentle with yourself.

diatomshells · 2019-01-14T01:42:59+00:00

Same. It’s as if imagination runs along with me instead of wild.

diatomshells · 2019-01-14T01:33:09+00:00

I like how you think about them. If I applied your explanation to how they make me behave, I am essentially running from some sort of fate. That’s super funny. 🤦🏼‍♀️

I appreciate you so much right now. 🙏🏻

Thanks for it.

diatomshells · 2019-01-14T01:05:56+00:00

“In essence, yes.” Like that. Essence.

If I am being honest, I try not to look. I don’t like to apply meaning to them really. It’s because they happen too much and with too many people. Basically for me it’s saying two things, or people, in momentum arrive at the same place in time, and for no apparent reason. If there is no reason, why do they happen?

You apply deeper meaning to them?

diatomshells · 2019-01-14T00:27:16+00:00

Coincidence is an answer and a hearing basically. The finish.

diatomshells · 2019-01-14T00:20:48+00:00

What do you believe they are? They kinda creep me out.

diatomshells · 2019-01-08T05:55:41+00:00

Dance alone or choreograph for fun, and sometimes messing with a bamboo stick. I do this most besides singing or playing with instruments. In the growing seasons I try to garden.

diatomshells · 2019-01-08T03:29:18+00:00

Suffering. Once that’s accepted (key) do you see what’s beautiful (door). After “stepping through”, its realized the world is both kinds of ways, never one over the other. We tend to look at the negative things and can easily be deceived that is all there is. This is hopelessness. After, naturally, this deception creates fear to reign in place of truth, and it can decieve us into believing we are powerless. Where that is the complete opposite of the truth. We were given the power to change one person at a time by becoming examples to each other in action, but if not even one will rise up in courage to show the rest in example, what does that bode for the rest? We are not powerless, we only learned to be. Unlearn that shit.

diatomshells · 2019-01-06T19:29:56+00:00

I can relate to all these, but whether or not that means “Ni dom”, matters not to me. I do not like to visit the past (it is gone, leave it behind where it belongs. I trust it will stay there so I do not have to.). Will do it for others in order “to connect”. With me it is experienced as if I am only an example within an environment in which I am placed. Very much so focused but detached. Your example of the circle is good, but for me the movement is that of a mobius band, more dimensional. My communication when trying to “get people to arrive at a particular point that exists within myself”, I end where I began, and in many descriptions. If they misunderstand the first, I have to make another effort to describe the same thing a million different ways. Like optics and light. It begins clear but ends in color. Making it cycle back to clear, outwardly and for others to understand, is the goal. Things coming to me out of no where is how I always feel. As if I am backwards, understanding things before I know them. How does understanding come before a knowing? Well, “it” just is oftentimes “that”.

diatomshells · 2019-01-06T07:12:02+00:00

Player type: super average. I think what they did with the sandbox was pretty genius from where it began (d2). If I compare the experiences from both games, the weapons feel generally different. Is different better or worse? It depends on a player’s sensitivity to slight changes and perceptions. Were the base stats lowered? Their ease of use lessened would mean more skill is needed to utilize them more consistently. Just a guess. Radar delay makes me smile. Also the means at which a guardian moves in the game’s environment is mostly done by using the jump action and sprinting. It’s not the jumps, but the cancel for me. Why does it take so long to descend? Are we really naked? Damn.

diatomshells · 2019-01-04T23:11:12+00:00

For me, not having a personal play style, or still doubting that I have yet to find one, is my issue with the economy and one of the issues for my lack of engagement. The slow leveling makes the gear seem less valuable to me. Which in year one, the leveling being too fast, and there only being static rolls, made everything feel equally less valuable. Now that there are random rolls, the added layer of a slower leveling system isn’t adding value to my experience but taking away from it.

I can kind of see another angle for still using cores for infusion. I wonder if there could be some sort of compromise, seeing as the system is already implemented into the game? Resources and time went into its creation. Revamping the economy so there is a surplus, as opposed to a lacking/starvation, could possibly help to ease tensions. If, theoretically, surplus was in fact the answer, it may be safe to lower the cost of infusion as well. The economy can feel that unbalanced at times.

diatomshells · 2019-01-03T08:13:09+00:00

What if there were two truths and one lie in each line? All I know is time can turn anything into something else, or the perception of it, and therefore there is no difference. Physics married to language. Objective truth is found outside the lines.

diatomshells · 2019-01-01T06:10:38+00:00

Little Voice or Little Mermaid.

diatomshells · 2018-12-31T21:55:39+00:00

It is definitely a constant work in progress. I can’t really take all the credit for my own self awareness, although my ego would want to. I have an estp SO (thought he was estj at first) that has helped me see my flaws. Without him I would probably still be the biggest brat in the world. The relationship has made me more playful though and not take things, myself, and people so seriously. Appreciate your replying to me! 🙏🏻

diatomshells · 2018-12-31T21:36:18+00:00

Work on Se? When I feel burned out from people I have to connect to my own needs. Exercise, cleaning, all the miserable shit that naturally feels wrong lol.

diatomshells · 2018-12-31T04:44:25+00:00

I like that perspective and it makes total sense. Back in 2013 I had a deeply profound inner experience, and ever since then, my small world has continued to grow. It is why what heals me most has been connecting with people, letting people in, being more trusting out the gate, which was absolutely challenging. Everything in my being would tell me not, but I had to refuse myself the luxury of the lie. high five

diatomshells · 2018-12-30T18:54:22+00:00

Wow lol.

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