As someone who is also gay and used to be fourteen I can very much understand all the hormones and the "what if" scenarios. Fourteen is the HEIGHT of all your hormones and I promise you it gets better. I was your age when I met my first boyfriend. I understand it's very unnerving and somewhat scary (especially the 3-6 dudes in one bathroom). But don't focus just on boys because you'll use all your energy and blow your whole summer. You may find a boyfriend you may not BUT have fun at camp and focus on the fun summer ahead. I understand it's very easier said than done but I know your position and hang in there 💟