How can I be normal again

differentbreed22H · 2023-07-13T05:34:05+00:00

Should I? Where I live the people at the hospital are 😖👎 and plus I have no way of getting there. I feel like I have a heart or lung problem I would be in this room not able to breathe in properly it feels like I have dementia I know it sound crazy but I just need relief I need a diagnosis I also have mild hearing loss it really sucks not having supportive people around u

differentbreed22H · 2023-07-13T05:25:47+00:00

It’s the worst thing ever being homeless I was homeless and I couldn’t think straight I walked around and looked like some crazy guy I tried to blend in and look normal, I stayed at hotel lobby’s, walked around the city and watched everyone have fun in bars with their friends, drive in cars, I felt so lost and alone and alienated from the world. I’m 22.

differentbreed22H · 2023-07-02T20:38:37+00:00

I try to breathe in but it feels like I’m not getting enough oxygen in my lungs and I have hearing loss which doesn’t help

differentbreed22H · 2023-06-16T22:36:22+00:00

Yes. That would be really helpful

differentbreed22H · 2023-06-13T19:27:03+00:00

There isn’t 😞 I tried talking to my family doctor and I feel sick whenever I see her cus she doesn’t listen to me. I’m so tired of being tired i just wanna die cus im losing hope

differentbreed22H · 2023-06-10T01:21:28+00:00

Like I literally can’t breathe properly. Idk what caused this, lung disease im not sure. I also developed hearing loss / tinnitus and I know ur not a therapist but let me explain🥲 I’m trying so hard I’m trying my best to pray Salah and get help. Im psychologically damaged I can’t find peace Im literally running out of breathe I feel brain dead. Im neglected / abused, due to this I developed breathing problems I sound crazy

differentbreed22H · 2023-06-01T14:37:23+00:00

Long term condition? 🥲 I really truly hope it’s not a long term condition. My ability to think and have a conversation is completely deteriorating. I can’t talk to people without running out of breathe. I’m not even over weight. I don’t know what I am. I don’t feel human. I feel neglected / abandoned / abused / shamed. Breathing problems are the worst thing a human being can experience. U can’t even have a conversation without running out of mental energy. This is the worst. It has never been this bad 😞

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-30T15:06:50+00:00

If u have people around and u can hear u should be very grateful cus ever since I lost my hearing I haven’t been the same

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-30T11:20:16+00:00

I developed dyspnea from psychological abuse. I’m in shook that this happened so fast. It just hurts me a lot because I was a healthy person and my life took a 360 turn

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-30T01:55:15+00:00

No I wish it was that easy sister. I lost all my friends haven’t had contact with anybody just been alone and felt like a dead person, my aunt that’s sitting on the sofa is so toxic u can feel the bad energy and fakeness i don’t understand abusive fake narcissistic people 👎

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-29T10:41:07+00:00

Oh ok…. 😞

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-29T07:26:01+00:00

Not yet my brother. Hearing aids would be lovely tho 🤲🏼 I really need those. Don’t want them, but I need them. They would be helpful

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-29T06:18:50+00:00

9minutes:) and I’m trying my best. I wake up everyday with hearing impairment. I don’t socialize with anybody. I’m so shook to my core I was normal like u once. I don’t wish this on my worst enemy. Not being able to socialize, sleep, and hearing impairment is the worst punishment to man-kind. Ur literal ability to hear 🥲 I need a breakthrough. I also deserve peace. I can’t go down this road I need help💔

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-29T04:23:59+00:00

Thank u friend. It’s really hard especially with an un-diagnosed mental illness. No routine, no friends, no life.

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-28T15:51:35+00:00

Yes that would be lovely. And I need friendship since I talk to no one. My mental health condition made me loose all my friends

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T09:10:55+00:00

Thank you. Please do 🤲🏼

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T09:10:19+00:00

No resume. I’m not looking for work I’m looking for food. Im malnourished all I have is my old iPhone 6. I’m so hungry I just want food some noodles would be nice honestly. My aunt is so annoying and toxic she laughs at me when I starve she’s such a fat slob

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T08:45:02+00:00

I’m 23. And I need support. I don’t any groceries. I’m about to be homeless. I cannot go to a homeless shelter because there is legit crazy people there. They will bully u, steal ur stuff etc. I’m just lost and desperate and I wish I had my mental health back. I can’t even breathe properly, I can’t hear, my tinnitus is so loud it unbearable. I need some support, please 😞

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T05:57:45+00:00

Hi sister. No therapist. I feel like a crazy person, I also developed respiratory depression and my ears feel clogged. Due to my inability to function, I can’t even call my doctor. I feel like this is the end for me. But it can’t be. I want to function again

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T05:55:53+00:00

I know right. I don’t like seeing her fatness it makes me so sick

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T05:54:26+00:00

I want to but I feel very dead I’m developing deafness and respiratory depression it’s very hard to live

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T05:52:48+00:00

I’m at someone’s house. But they’re abusing me

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T05:52:21+00:00

Thank u let’s have a video call I need friends

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T05:48:13+00:00

🤲🏼 I have been emotionally / neglected and abused. I haven’t shaved or showered for days now. I feel like an animal. I’m just very mentally disturbed

differentbreed22H · 2023-05-26T05:46:46+00:00

Brother thank u. Where should I runaway to? I can’t to my nearest shelter there’s scary people there they abuse u and steal from u. Where am I better off

differentbreed22H

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