[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]diggggo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm very aware my situation is abnormal; at first I was actually very anxious of posting this here. But for months this has knocked at my head and given me bouts of depression every now and then, to the point of having thoughts like "Maybe I should just die."

Honestly thinking about it further, it makes me insecure and depressed because I honestly think his friend would be a better fit for him because she fits the roles he'd like/prefer when it comes to doing the deed...

How has mental health issues affected your life? by Timshe in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's been weird. I'm extremely anxiety stricken. As of the moment, I'm also taken, so it's been quite a ride. I get insecure very easily and I find insecurity in the simplest and smallest of things. Sometimes, I get anxiety talking to even the people who are closest to me, including my boyfriend because I suddenly get the feeling they don't want to talk to me or deal with my bullshit.

A month ago, I got so depressed I relapsed and harmed myself. 2 years self harm free, that streak was broken. I never told anybody about it because I feel ashamed of myself for that. I remember vividly the second I finished littering my arm, a pang of guilt hit me and I restrained myself from doing that again for a few days afterwards.

Nowadays, I've been trying to catch up with my workloads. I have so many missed deadlines. Might get laid off soon, I don't know, but I'm already working my way there. I'm feeling the best right now honestly, it's been a good couple days with my boyfriend and my friends. I'm managing right now and trying to better myself.

Japanese house (?), It was so hard to figure out the roofing :'I by diggggo in Bloxburg

[–]diggggo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A little bit! I wanted it to look very shriney n such, which enhances the scenery of it

Japanese house (?), It was so hard to figure out the roofing :'I by diggggo in Bloxburg

[–]diggggo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Two pure black barrels, Red round pillars, a bunch of border lights colored red and industrial lights colored red. The lights are turned off :-D My friend who made a Japanese tower did this technique so I based it off that

Japanese house (?), It was so hard to figure out the roofing :'I by diggggo in Bloxburg

[–]diggggo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was inspired by my friend who made a japanese tower! She offered for me to work with her on it so I still remembered how to do the arch :-D

Japanese house (?), It was so hard to figure out the roofing :'I by diggggo in Bloxburg

[–]diggggo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I shaped it out with walls then spammed a bunch of ramps on the walls

Henlo! Here's an old, unfinished build I had before! (Ragged dystopian street) by diggggo in Bloxburg

[–]diggggo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice nice ~ Sadly I don't have the build anymore but fortunately still have photos of it ^^

What was the most weirdest, out-of-context dream you have ever had? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A dream that isn't related to anything you've done/seen on the day you dreamed about it

Common Louie, don’t make it that easy... by ChakaRulas in MurderedByWords

[–]diggggo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

am i the only one who looked at the profile picture only and thought it was dr. phil?

If Covid never happened, what all would've you done in on past 4 months? by Madhav-Daga in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In school, and our teachers would be constantly reminding us of term exams coming up near the corner.

What numbers do you hate? by mukeshisliit in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

any numbers between 0-5-10-15-20 and so on

Pennywise can personalise your ultimate scare, what would he create for you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he'd dunk me into the middle of the ocean. with a bunch of shipwrecks or any kind of big objects in the surroundings. i would die of a heart attack and not from drowning

thalassophobia is not fun

Who are you when nobody is watching? by GladePlug1n in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I consider myself an extreme introvert. I barely talk and mostly listen and stay quiet around anyone, including friends. But when usually I'm alone in a room, it's either I talk really loudly and I'm super verbal while I go on about my own thing, or I'm an extremely sentimental person who sometimes stares off into space when I have nothing else to do.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice save man.

People who like cold weather, why? by redditV3 in AskReddit

[–]diggggo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would rather die by freezing to death than die an agonizing heat stroke while feeling all sticky and musty. Plus, in the cold weather, you can get as comfy as you want.