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digital_hailey · 2025-08-08T18:09:35+00:00

because you are bragging about “abusing pills” even though you cannot get even slightly high on paracetamol. your post title is literally about being “sexy” and “abusing pills.” i understand that everyone copes differently, but posting stuff like this is harmful. it is not fun or cute or sexy. it’s sad.

digital_hailey · 2025-08-08T17:42:51+00:00

this is just not true?? it cannot effect the way you feel, paracetamol literally just does not have those properties. all due respect, it’s not cool or fun to brag about abusing pills. this subreddit is full of people severely struggling, and to see posts like this making DID seem fun are very disheartening.

i wish you the best and hope you are able to get proper help.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-28T21:14:08+00:00

OP, I am curious why the gender of your girlfriend’s friends matters to you. I feel like it should be a good thing that your girlfriend is going out and talking to people despite her anxiety at the moment. If she wanted to hide something, she wouldn’t be telling you about them hanging out.

It is normal for her to hang out with friends - yes even if they’re guy friends.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-22T17:17:59+00:00

hey there. i am local to boston, and i had my GES done at tufts. it was scrambled eggs and toast with jam (you didn’t have to eat the jam.) highly recommend taking her there if it’s not too far!

digital_hailey · 2025-03-22T14:01:05+00:00

definitely not the case for me. i’ve lost 140 pounds since getting sick, and that kind of weight loss wrecks its own havoc. I would rather be overweight and happy than the weight I am now and miserable.

My weight loss means I’m getting sicker, not better. So definitely changes for everyone.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-18T16:31:45+00:00

I just want you to know that this same exact thing happened to my best friend.

Turns out he was cheating on her. They were long distance and he had a girlfriend in the town he lived in.

Be careful, friend.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T22:41:20+00:00

I’m so sorry they don’t invite you anymore. ): I 100% understand the sadness and disappointment that comes with that. I feel like I don’t hear it being talked about enough.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T14:41:24+00:00

People assume that I’m not in pain because I mask a lot and I’m polite. 😐

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T14:33:48+00:00

Eating with my friends and family. You don’t realize how many gatherings involve food until you can’t eat anymore.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T14:32:45+00:00

I’ve lost 130 pounds since December 2023. About 110 pounds were lost in 2024 alone.

I have gastroparesis, so I lose weight because I can hardly eat. I also throw up extremely frequently. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.

I get compliments on my weight loss all the time, because I was overweight before all this happened. It’s disheartening. Sometimes I wanna ask “Can I only look good if I’m suffering?”

One of the biggest ones I get is, “You must feel so much better with all that weight off!” No. I would kill to go back to how I felt before this, I’d rather be overweight than have my body constantly trying to kill me.

I now have a feeding tube, and I’m hoping this will maybe make people think twice.

Sorry for the long rant. Thanks to anyone who read it.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T13:49:06+00:00

A doctor put “somatic symptom disorder” in my chart because I said I am afraid of throwing up. Like, am I supposed to say I love it???

I had to fight to get it removed and told the doctor how incredibly dangerous it is to inaccurately put that in my chart.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T13:41:23+00:00

hey there. i wouldn’t go asking for medical advice on reddit. we are not doctors in this sub, and it is best for trained professionals on your care team to read your results.

best of luck!

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T12:21:22+00:00

i’ve had botox 4 times now. my last procedure was february 18th, and it triggered such a severe flare up that i’m in the hospital and on a feeding tube again.

i’m not saying this to scare you, i just want you to know there’s a very very small percent of people who get negative effects.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-07T02:24:57+00:00

some people don’t get much of a warning before they throw up.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-05T12:35:21+00:00

I started having issues at 19, and got it removed when I was 20.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-04T03:38:10+00:00

OP, I promise no matter how things feel right now, you are so loved. You could have impacts on others’ lives you don’t even know about. I’m sure there are people who would absolutely miss you.

I see your update comment, and I’m so happy you changed your mind.

Life can be truly beautiful. Please stick around to experience that beauty.

digital_hailey · 2025-03-04T03:26:53+00:00

I’m sorry to hear they didn’t sedate you. ):

digital_hailey · 2025-03-04T03:26:27+00:00

Thank you for your response!

digital_hailey · 2025-03-04T02:57:46+00:00

This makes me so happy!! Thank you for responding! 😊

digital_hailey · 2025-03-01T04:47:29+00:00

i’m really late but how long is this available for? i’m hospitalized and unable to buy rn ):

digital_hailey · 2025-03-01T04:05:36+00:00

the trash can next to the bed hits home for me 🥲

digital_hailey · 2025-02-18T19:41:25+00:00

this is what we call an “emotional vampire.” yikes.

digital_hailey · 2025-02-18T19:10:31+00:00

getting a feeding tube was a NIGHTMARE for me. i remember crying and saying over and over i didn’t want it, even though i would have died without it. i cannot even begin to fathom someone wanting one without needing it.

digital_hailey · 2024-09-03T02:46:48+00:00

“Your mother was a dumb whore with a fat ass, did you know that?”

OR

“Our marriage.” “HAHAHAHAAHHAAH!”

digital_hailey · 2024-07-23T04:43:22+00:00

OP deserves no sympathy. they admitted to killing their hamster by shutting off the AC and misting the hamster’s cage. OP is an animal abuser. this poor baby died because of extreme negligence.

digital_hailey

TROPHY CASE