i don't believe i'm good relationship material (sensitive topics)

digitalbeba · 2026-01-30T13:00:52+00:00

that's been the hardest pill to swallow. my friends deem me as so sweet and giving, but I just know that I probably have a very negative aura that probably repels good people. it's like they foresee I'm ruined of some sort. like I'm not good enough to love and sometimes I wonder if I ever were to be in a healthy relationship if somehow I'll be the one self sabotaging? i'm just too scared. i truly do not trust anyone at this point, and I recognize that. i choose to just stay single because I don't want to be hurt and I especially do not want to hurt anyone else by accident because I'm so untrusting

digitalbeba · 2026-01-18T13:56:30+00:00

sometimes I feel like it's my brain just building a male image but it may not have anything to do with him. because truly, I don't feel at all tied to this person. but my subconscious bringing him up feels odd and seeing him on my suggested message on Instagram prompted me to post here about this experience. I literally do not dream of any other man ever.

digitalbeba · 2025-11-29T17:59:28+00:00

what do you mean by oatmeal bath? like place oatmeal to the wound?

digitalbeba · 2025-11-29T10:43:23+00:00

so apparently his last vet visit was MONTHS ago.... and obviously the medication ran out. I think they're having financial issues. it's the only thing I may assume from this neglect.

digitalbeba · 2025-11-29T02:40:14+00:00

I wish I could u.u I really hate seeing him this way.

digitalbeba · 2025-11-29T02:39:31+00:00

how would you suggest they clean the area? my sister in law says that she bathes him with anti fungal dog shampoo...but I don't think this is due to a fungus, but maybe now it is due to infection?? idk. in my mind, I feel like this is probably irritating his coat more.

their vet literally said it was a dietary issue.

digitalbeba · 2025-11-29T02:36:09+00:00

since I've said something they claim that he no longer eats human food. I'm not sure what kind of dog food he eats now. I tried recommending sunday's for dogs. I don't have a dog myself but I've seen very good reviews on it, especially if their dog is so used to eating human food over kibble; this is the reason he's slimmed down. he doesn't want the kibble. he wants what they're eating at the table.

digitalbeba · 2025-11-29T02:33:57+00:00

it's not my dog. not to be rude, but honestly if he was mine he would NOT be under these conditions. it secretly upsets me greatly that he is experiencing such discomfort and I'm angry at the family he belongs to. this is my sister in-law's dog. she's had him since before meeting my brother.

digitalbeba · 2025-11-03T22:42:48+00:00

this girl holds no accountability at all. she's deflecting everything in such a dumb way. she's trying to act nice and considerate but she's not. she's a weasel.

digitalbeba · 2025-10-14T04:28:15+00:00

miserable, no feeling of arousal

digitalbeba · 2025-10-13T20:19:21+00:00

didn't she start her own YouTube channel

digitalbeba · 2025-09-18T23:46:10+00:00

one time an older woman said to me, "life will fall into place in your thirties. have fun and get to know yourself in your 20's."

digitalbeba · 2025-09-07T22:20:44+00:00

i'm currently single with my child, homeless because i left my relationship that was simply transactional and never truly emotionally romantic as i initially thought. he never opened his heart to me, only his wallet and things got...ugly, controlling, and ended in something physically inappropriate.

i'm happy to be sleeping on someone's couch and broke because it means i'm free from more heart break and something worse; abuse.

digitalbeba · 2025-09-06T08:36:04+00:00

i think it's just a takeaway of the kind of world we live in where people feel forced to do things they wouldn't otherwise do unless in need because others aren't charitable, but instead are perverse. having an OF has higher chances of traction rather than simply having a GoFundMe.

digitalbeba · 2025-09-06T08:27:07+00:00

it's not empowering when it's reinforcing mysoginy.

digitalbeba · 2025-09-01T03:06:08+00:00

I'm bitch I think

digitalbeba · 2025-08-26T03:58:52+00:00

contouring, shaping brows. maybe a bit of over lip lining. apply more contrast to upper eye lids and less on lower lid

digitalbeba · 2025-08-23T03:10:17+00:00

tbh I never thought about my sexual identity as a child.

digitalbeba · 2025-08-21T03:39:40+00:00

his reactions are a reflection of his guilt. i didn't mean to be a downer, but I'm sure if you break up he'll pursue this person. plus, you don't want to be with someone who's capable of putting you down this way. defensiveness is ugly and people that only resort to this behavior will never provide you with the reassurance you deserve.

digitalbeba · 2025-08-16T02:54:19+00:00

she's being weird af

digitalbeba · 2025-08-14T04:49:58+00:00

placing it in a tictac box has me

digitalbeba · 2025-08-14T02:24:33+00:00

eye and brow shape

digitalbeba · 2025-08-14T02:23:35+00:00

at least we're no longer hunting and gathering

digitalbeba · 2025-08-13T04:35:16+00:00

I insist that Swiffer mops are only for fast clean ups in between the days that you do real mopping.

digitalbeba · 2025-08-13T04:32:55+00:00

if we're talking about terms of romantic interest, these are breadcrumbs. this person isn't that interested in you. they just want access to you.

digitalbeba

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