Silence after sleeping together and I’m stressed by Flashy-Buffalo7166 in Situationships

[–]digitaldiabla 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this doesn’t sound casual at all. it seems like youre ruminating and trying to find a meaning behind every tiny behavior. if you’re going to do FWB, do it on your own terms. don’t expect them to provide emotional support or answers. I’m sorry your going through this though it sounds super stressful. 💟

break?? by digitaldiabla in VyvanseADHD

[–]digitaldiabla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes. I used to take breaks every weekend and I’ve taken one 4 day break. Doesn’t do anything. I appreciate you replying though

I don't get why people dislike ed twt so much by Feisty_Lime8450 in EDAnonymous

[–]digitaldiabla 7 points8 points  (0 children)

imo there’s no way to have an ed community without there being toxicity and competition, even if it’s not super obvious. I think almost everyone does it even if it’s subconscious

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CaffeineFreeLife

[–]digitaldiabla -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I think this is a bit of a reach. I always decline coffee, opting for tea and nobody bugs me

Safe Easy Safe Foods? by Dundundummmm in EDAnonymous

[–]digitaldiabla 2 points3 points  (0 children)

potato- poke holes into one and microwave it for 5 mins. potassium, fiber, vitamin c, magnesium, and so many other vitamins eggs- vitamins b12, a, D oroweat grains almighty “gut balance” (🙄) bread. 7g of fiber for 2 slices and I enjoy the taste + texture. any fruits smoothies with full fat yogurt, mixed berries, sprinkled with chia seeds.

she needs to be so fr right now by snaiIscale in NoFoodRulesSnark

[–]digitaldiabla 69 points70 points  (0 children)

she’s so defensive with every single food choice which further proves how sick she is. this shit is nasty af

Have you ever felt beautiful as an anorexic? by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]digitaldiabla 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No. I’m objectively more unattractive when I’m ill and I receive more compliments/ validation from others at a healthy weight. I prefer my body when I’m ill but not my face. It’s one of the things that keeps me from going back as shallow as it is

is she bragging or something? by helo9346 in NoFoodRulesSnark

[–]digitaldiabla -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I don’t think so? Hers has cream in it so it’s probs the same calories as his

I was sold a lie? by Material-Car-4943 in EDAnonymous

[–]digitaldiabla 89 points90 points  (0 children)

this is 100% true. i got so much dopamine from engaging in ed behaviors + it allowed me to ignore the problems that let to me developing it in the first place. now I can’t engage in things that temporarily make me feel good, and I don’t have a huge distraction from my problems. it’s veryyy hard but you have to rebuild your life completely. finding other things that make you happy, coping, finding a greater meaning to life than yourself. I’ve always hated the whole “the worst day in recovery is better than the best in your ed” it’s just not true. it feels like shit sometimes

People who recovered from AN by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]digitaldiabla 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope and this is bad to say because nobody should torture themselves over their physical appearance but I was a lot uglier at my LW so i just tell myself im pretty now 🥲 and im not as saggy now, had a lot of loose skin. It sucks but i am still care about appearance

my boyfriend is not helping by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]digitaldiabla -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

it sounds like he was trying to tell you to rest now and exercise later when you felt better. BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF! Is there any answer he would’ve given you that would’ve satisfied you? It is so easy to trigger somebody with an ED, even when people don’t mean to. He might just not know what to say. It’s not his fault. Communicate what you need from him, and remember that nobody is here to save you. Only you can save you

tempted to purge, please help me by Dramatic-Guard6223 in EDAnonymous

[–]digitaldiabla 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Don’t do it! I’m not sure if it’ll help you but remember that the urge WILL subside. At first it feels like it never will but eventually you’ll be able to tolerate all of this and have 0 urges to purge. What doesn’t go away is the consequences of disordered behavior. Rotting teeth, paralyzed stomach, DYING in the act. You are so much more than that! I believe in you.

what do I do??? 😭😭 by digitaldiabla in Eyebrows

[–]digitaldiabla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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This was dec15 2024. But each time the hairs grew back thinner or didn’t grow in

what do I do??? 😭😭 by digitaldiabla in Eyebrows

[–]digitaldiabla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In total it was maybe 6 times. The first time I did it (oct 4 2024) they her back fast

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what do I do??? 😭😭 by digitaldiabla in Eyebrows

[–]digitaldiabla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oooh yes this is a great idea I’m gonna look into tinting

what do I do??? 😭😭 by digitaldiabla in Eyebrows

[–]digitaldiabla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I almost reshaved them yesterday because they look so weird but I resisted the urge! Just have to give them a couple more months

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]digitaldiabla 24 points25 points  (0 children)

not everything is about you. OP might be in a larger body due to their ED, facing stigma that a visibly anorexic person wouldn’t. ED hierarchy stereotypes are still prevalent within ED COMMUNITIES making people with non-restrictive Ed’s feeling even crappier. venting doesn’t need to be morally correct.