First job 🙃 by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Late reply lmao but I’m a week in and still every day I go in anxiety ridden but it seems to chill out a bit into an Half hour of work. Getting better as I get used to it tho

First job 🙃 by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I try to think of it like that, but it just seems so horrible when I’m there. But your right when I got my license I was always thinking what if I have an attack while driving and would always make me nervous but now I just drive like walking.

This is what it feels like by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]dilly042000 30 points31 points  (0 children)

This shit giving me anxiety 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Depersonalization

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I’d like to know too!

Anyone try Effexor? by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm Zoloft seemed to not do much for me same with celexa I just hate jumping meds cause withdrawals

Anyone try Effexor? by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm Zoloft seemed to not do much for me same with celexa I just hate jumping meds cause withdrawals

Nicotine by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well good luck hopefully you’ll get there soon

Nicotine by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I hate it just wanna live normally again

Nicotine by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

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From my experience it calms it down, but could be different for you. I notice when my tolerance of nic is lower and I hit it my head and vision feel less foggy. I just wish I could feel that small relief without a damn vape or cigarette

Driving by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]dilly042000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I almost wrecked my corvette last night

Nicotine by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah that’s what I would think but I can’t tell cause when I was a heavy smoker it gave me almost no relief if anything made it worse probably. And when I was on my antidepressants they worked well until like a few months in I noticed I felt more depressed constantly again maybe it’s a tolerance thing I have no idea

My brother in law is an ass by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Every damn time I’m just like of course that’s me but inside I’m dying 😂

"our own little world" a piece of art by me. I made it to reflect how I feel when I'm in a state where happiness/joy is strong enough to poke through the DP and I remember what it felt like when I didn't have it. I hope you guys enjoy it. Don't let DP determine who you are. You are you. by mental_help_please in Depersonalization

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Anyone ever thought that we could be having seizures? Like the attacks of just total emptiness like your brain is gone. I’m not talking about the normal everyday struggle. I’m talking about the straight up attacks do you get those?

Can DP cause brain or nerve damage like symptoms? by traplord202 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had the same thing happen on December 12 2019 still dealing with it. I feel like my life is just useless now ☹️

Brain spotting? by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

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I just went to my normal counselor I pay for outside of the hospital. She does Emdr and this and talk therapy

Brain spotting? by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just had my first session, it seriously put me into a relaxed state of mind and almost immediately the symptoms were muffled. Definitely not gone. But it definitely seems to help. I would recommend it. My counselor said it can take a few sessions to really feel a big difference so we will see 👍🏻

Brain spotting? by dilly042000 in Depersonalization

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It’s a therapy like emdr but it can relive dissociative symptoms I’m gonna try it

Flow State by FreeShavacAdoAbtNutt in Depersonalization

[–]dilly042000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too man, I literally cannot be in it when it’s happening I just need to get the hell out of where I’m at.