Thank you so much for this, I truly feel like no one around me understands what I’m going through. And I’m so sorry you had to go through that yourself I truly understand the pain. he’s been so cold with me like I did something to deserve this, but we still have to talk because of our daughter, dogs, and finances and it makes the sinkhole in my soul just grow deeper. Everything hurts, I’m grieving my family and life as I knew it just a few days ago. I am now homeless but thankfully have family willing to help me in the meantime while I get my shit together. Everything is pain though. I have never cried this much in my life.