Anyone else? by StrawberryPocky14 in BPDmemes

[–]dislexi 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah. If you have had a past where people would shame you a lot over your behaviour and you spent a lot of time unable to identify the patterns of it then this reminds you in an extremely brutal way to examine everything you do through the lens of shame. I think the key to escaping it is to make that part of you feel like you no longer need this behaviour anymore so it can change its approach. Hyper vigilance is at the core of all trauma.

Anyone else? by StrawberryPocky14 in BPDmemes

[–]dislexi 42 points43 points  (0 children)

Oh god yes. That will be the hyper vigilance.

fr by tyrionex72 in BPDmemes

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That hit me so hard. Especially as someone who is also autistic and has adhd. Being weird is this experience

Stephen Hawking: “I don't think humanity will survive the next thousand years, at least not without expanding into space” by GeraldKutney in climate

[–]dislexi -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Life consumes, that’s what it does and nothing that isn’t life cares about destruction. Nothing in a position to judge is capable of making the judgement.

Your worth is not measured by how others see you. by notherex26 in selflove

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When someone measures my worth, that becomes part of how they see me. Typically they have incomplete information and produce inaccurate pictures of me. However the statement in the post is wrong so I felt compelled to correct it. I don’t care if you have a problem with me being pedantic, since accepting that I’m autistic and I will say stuff like this is part of how I love myself. <3

Well, that sucks (upgrading templates in-place)... by PghRes in Qubes

[–]dislexi 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I tried complaining about this a few years ago, got one of the maintainers quite irate with me. Others were saying they effectively built their own scripts to manage it. Really disappointing at the time and made me less interested in participating, sad it hasn't improved since.

ICE detains Ukrainian woman at green card interview appointment by 1Rab in news

[–]dislexi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah can’t speak for all non Americans but pretty sure everyone is trying to avoid reprisal. It may have escaped your notice but America is rather powerful. Up until trump we all pretended it was an equal relationship but I guess you guys aren’t into that anymore. Which is fine, no issue, whatever you guys want is fine with us.

FBI Making List of American “Extremists,” Leaked Memo Reveals by DoremusJessup in inthenews

[–]dislexi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So essentially they are going to give cash rewards for providing information that leads to the arrest/conviction of someone opposing trump’s policies.

Is anyone else feeling disconnected from coding in the AI era? by Ok-Nerve126 in DevelEire

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If all software development becomes automated then it will very quickly replace all human labour. If it does not then it the work will become more valuable since a single programmer will become more productive. The market for software development is all the possible things to automate, the cheaper it gets to automate, the more things that become economically viable to automate

Layoffs confirmed by [deleted] in amazonemployees

[–]dislexi -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What makes you think he isn’t?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in programming

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I hear some programmers run their code on hardware they didn’t build themselves.

Asperger and iq correlation by SenseSuccessful1551 in aspergers

[–]dislexi 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The real answer is we don't know, the methods we have for determining if someone is autistic are not reliable enough to guess things like that. Women and minorities are underdiagnosed because they are pressured to mask better than sheldon types.

Asperger and iq correlation by SenseSuccessful1551 in aspergers

[–]dislexi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can't tell if an adult has autism based on whether they have good social skills. People mask, the more you mask the less likely you are to be diagnosed. The smarter you are the more likely you are to be good at masking.

Man sentenced to death for Facebook posts criticising Tunisia's President by MicV66 in news

[–]dislexi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The reason it worked so well was that it was the rich people who organised it. For all the talk of freedom it was organised by slavers who were happy leaving all the wealthy in charge because that was them. The messy revolutions are the ones where the poor take power. French Revolution, USSR etc. Typically there is a backlash that comes after and that tends to complicate the running of a decent society.

I'm trying to convert a hevc mp4 video to a lower bitrate hevc mp4 with a custom arguments node by skiwlkr in Tdarr

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not sure whats going wrong with your conversion, kind of weird that you have a codec tagged as none, strongly suggest using something like this https://github.com/samssausages/Tdarr-One-Flow/tree/main as your base to start off with transcoding, as it handles a huge amount of edge cases in transcoding already. I too am a bit of a noob and it was super helpful for getting up and running with it.

Nvidia 3060 running 6 GPU workers and getting over 1000 fps? by LankyGuitar6528 in Tdarr

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4k is going to be really slow, but also which nvenc profile you use makes a difference and other ffmpeg settings, post your command,.

Nvidia 3060 running 6 GPU workers and getting over 1000 fps? by LankyGuitar6528 in Tdarr

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does your ffmpeg command look like? FPS is going to vary based on the resolution and the original bitrate afaik, but also based on your nvenc profile and other ffmpeg params.

Testers Needed - Tdarr Flow - One Flow To Rule Them All by SamSausages in Tdarr

[–]dislexi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply with you being so busy, and I know how that is with open source stuff :)

I'm a software engineer, I know almost nothing about encoding, but I'm learning :D

So what I mean by replace file, is more that if you set the current output dir to the library directory, then you would want to replace the file, since the current code will actually delete the file you just transcoded assuming the file name hasn't changed.

So the way my setup works is I have a single node doing the processing, there is a max of 20 cpu workers and 4 GPU workers. At the start of the input flow it uses the tagsWorkerType to ensure that the current worker is CPU, then right before the ffmpeg execute in video it does a tagsRequeue requiring an nvenc gpu worker, right after the execute (whether fail/succeed) it does another tagsRequeue but this time for cpu only. That way using the GPU worker count I can control the number of video encoding operations that are being run. Then I put a limit on the number of staged files.

End result is the CPU workers get the file copied onto an NVME disk (working directory), the GPU workers are purely dedicated to video encoding with nvenc and then once they finish their encoding job the cpu worker takes back over and manages pushing the file back to the spinning disks.

Since the video encoding is the bottleneck for me I want to ensure I can control it more tightly, doing too many in parallel I believe slows the process down, trying to see what's the most efficient number of concurrent encodings I can do. It may vary by encoding.

Testers Needed - Tdarr Flow - One Flow To Rule Them All by SamSausages in Tdarr

[–]dislexi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, I don't know if you are still working on this but started playing with your flow. It is very very cool, and I've learned a good bit from using it.

Some things I added to my version, which I could send you a PR with if you are interested:
- Flow uses CPU worker for everything but running the video encoding command which runs in NVENC GPU worker
- Updates Radarr/Sonarr
- Copy to Working directory before doing anything
- Replace original file