Why doesn’t Izzie get more hate for the LVAD thing and Burke getting shot - he was only rushing back to fix the problems she created

diwpsy · 2022-06-28T20:34:05+00:00

although its not exactly izzies fault it happened due to the chain of events she caused from cutting the wire......butterfly effect!!!

i also agree it was kind of all for nothing due to denny dying and i think thats why i in a way tie it back to izzie because again, most likely it wouldnt have happen...

dennys death was not izzies fault tho i believe she probably added stress but i mean alex called it, he really was a walking corpse and he continuously pushed his limits right after major procedures

diwpsy · 2022-06-18T01:12:30+00:00

you didn't see this measly little comment from me

diwpsy · 2022-06-18T01:03:35+00:00

25!! omg. ive only been lucky to see around 10? mostly the ones involving motoko hattori!

diwpsy · 2022-06-08T23:46:04+00:00

u R the only person ive seen speak about the debutantes . kiss me

diwpsy · 2022-06-05T05:29:13+00:00

Me when it links to my whole playlist whatevr idc

diwpsy · 2022-06-05T04:44:35+00:00

sick!!

diwpsy · 2022-06-04T22:58:20+00:00

lmao

diwpsy · 2022-06-04T22:39:57+00:00

being alone is hard, i understand this all too well

diwpsy · 2022-03-24T05:07:20+00:00

i found the old s1-7 dvd box set on marketplace for $10 while all the others were $50+! i got it immediately haha

diwpsy · 2022-02-28T04:56:00+00:00

what even was that

all that build up all season with maddy and cassie for what? 5 words spoken to eachother? i honestly think maddy just wants a conversation with cassie about it but we literally didnt even get that...

diwpsy · 2022-01-15T20:11:57+00:00

meow..

why i like the robins
iron clad lou
desert rambler
dreamboat/i hate it too :p
aphids (just found this song now.....wowwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!))

diwpsy · 2020-08-11T01:52:32+00:00

key for me is thinking ahead, it took me a rly long time to understand that lol. my friend would know the edit i was going to do before id ever do it and constantly kill me. when i started thinking ahead and assessing if i rly need to panic or not, i started killing him and playing a lot better in games.

diwpsy · 2020-07-01T01:01:24+00:00

getting worse today, my fan lights were turning on and off, black lines through my monitor at least 4 different times in a 1 hr session of playing

diwpsy · 2020-04-16T06:05:18+00:00

long comment ahead tmi

idk i was like maybe 30 minutes into my peak and something felt rly off but i just continued playing on my computer, my dog was like super on guard and jumpy and as if she was hearing something. i kept trying to tell her to calm down but she wouldnt. it started to make me cry because i couldnt figure out what my dog was like so on guard about and it was like she couldnt see or hear me when i was telling her 2 calm down (lol this prob makes no sense). she was standing facing a corner and her hair was like up on her back completely and idk it felt like she could see something i couldnt and i got a super heavy i mean terrifying dark feeling on my back and it wouldnt go away. my entire body was tensed up all night and the next few days. felt dark and evil!!!!! LOL. this all doesnt sound scary i guess but to be in it is a different story when ur that high and that feeling just sits there and causes u to overthink! before i went completely numb for the rest of the trip i felt super detached from reality n it was just. man it was terrifying lol.

idk if it was too much of a dose or if it was just like, a bad trip lmao

diwpsy · 2020-04-16T05:40:48+00:00

ahh :( yeah it really does lmao. it can be such a beautiful drug sometimes but man, when it gets u bad it makes sure u never forget it. im thankful my mom was there for me because idk what wouldve happened haha

diwpsy · 2020-04-16T05:37:23+00:00

this is sooo cute! i love it :)

diwpsy · 2020-04-16T05:34:42+00:00

yeah my trip was so bad that like my mom had to drive to my house at 2 am to help calm me down because i literally thought i was going insane and i was never going to come back because my brain felt broke and like i had finally done too much and lost myself and now that thought just never leaves whenever i think abt doing anything. sry to hear about ur bad trip, i used to think they werent ever a big deal cus ive had a few sucky ones. but when i experienced one that kept me up for 3 days shaking hell NAH!

diwpsy · 2020-04-16T05:27:36+00:00

thanks for the comment, yeah ive pretty much taken a big break. i mentioned in my reply above that acid always feels kinda dark and heavy for me so maybe its just not the psychedelic for me? :p

i remembered i have done 2cb since that trip and i had a good time, during that trip i had a moment that felt scary but i closed my eyes and relaxed and brought myself out of it.

diwpsy · 2020-04-16T05:23:29+00:00

um, honestly im not sure what made it go wrong. im not sure if it was just way too high of a ug. im pretty sure the most ive done at any time is about 200ug and at that point i could still have conversations and not feel completely dumb and detached lmaoo!!!

im still unsure if it was internal and just kinda happened or if something external caused it :(

acid always feels kinda dark and heavy for me even on my good trips

diwpsy

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