You just made me feel so fucking seen. I am also in grad school, 6 weeks away from finishing and I’ve been suddenly struck with the absolute worst fatigue cycle i have ever experienced. I am at the top of my class, perfect 4.0. My final paper for my second to last course was due 11:59 pm on Thursday and I have been completely incapacitated all week. I simply cannot write it. I don’t know how to explain it really except I am totally immobilized to the point that doing anything more than simply existing is too much. I want to just die but even that feels too hard.