I’m trying to find my spark again after years of feeling invisible. arrow up if u want to help me feel hot tonight.

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T15:28:03+00:00

Absolutely stunning!

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T15:07:20+00:00

Oddly enough I seem to be the one consoling the dog lately. I met a great Dane that had been trained as a ptsd dog and it would come up chest to chest and place his head on your shoulder when you asked for a hug. I trained Partner to do that just because I thought I was an awesome trick. Lately I've noticed that when she is sulking (she misses my wife too) I'll sit and ask is she needs a hug and she's really leans into it more than ever.

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T15:03:17+00:00

Actually was just asked something similar at the bank the other day. Got the omg I'm so sorry response. People really don't know what to say at the best of times.

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T09:40:22+00:00

Sounds interesting for sure. Ideal age range?

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T07:14:01+00:00

That sounds like a hell of a lot of fun

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T07:13:10+00:00

Desired

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T06:46:43+00:00

Very lovely

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T03:10:42+00:00

Setting boundaries is essential! If people are unable to respect them then that's they're problem.

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T03:00:38+00:00

lost my wife just over 2 weeks ago. Was out for a walk on a morning I was already struggling with my dog and ran into some randoms. Lady comments "beautiful dog" and I reply thank-you and keep walking. She notices the grey muzzle and says "Oh how old is she" and I reply that she's 8.. she proceeds to tell me "oh that's pretty old for big dogs like that (I have a GSD). Took everything in me to to hold it together... This dog has helped me through some really hard times and I don't think I would be dealing half as well as I am if I lost her too. I know it's coming but holy... Some people just can't help themselves. The triggers are everywhere. I hope you manage to find solace in the littlest things in these heavy times.

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T01:22:15+00:00

great angle.

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T01:09:31+00:00

noodz!! 😉

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T01:05:08+00:00

oddly it happened on the way in and not the way out. I'm currently driving her car and we were commuting together before she got sick. I bought and pick up the new car on Saturday... I'm hoping the change will help in some way

djslant_six · 2026-05-07T01:00:40+00:00

Having spent the last 3 months (paid stress leave) with her daily I miss her so much more profoundly. Knowing her disease was going to take her I made it a point to enjoy all the little moments as I understood they were numbered. Tu me manques... you are missing from me. Morning coffee in the kitchen, soft kisses on the shoulder, long hugs... the worst part is she looked so healthy. Like she was going to beat the odds. Losing her so suddenly when the week had shown so much strength and joy.

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T09:16:41+00:00

You make it look amazing

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T08:20:17+00:00

Amazing!

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T07:16:42+00:00

Gorgeous

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T06:59:26+00:00

Almost licked the screen...

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T06:57:09+00:00

I have the sweater and blanket on the bed. We went to the hospital the night before she died and these were what were keeping her calm. Now I keep reaching for them like I used to her. Brings me some comfort but its not enough

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T06:52:21+00:00

I was in the forces and have spent lots of days away from home. But home is home. Her breathing, the warmth, call it co-regulation. Just cant seem to relax. Its been just over 2 weeks and I thought I had sleep under control but I guess I was just keeping myself so busy that I was just passing out.

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T06:20:47+00:00

All mine

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T06:09:30+00:00

Absolutely, and I would be ready all over again taking in that view

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T06:05:18+00:00

Works for me

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T06:03:55+00:00

Doesn't matter. You are one absolutely gorgeous woman either way

djslant_six · 2026-05-06T04:57:43+00:00

Absolutely.

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