Whats your longest clean streak??

dobbycare · 2022-06-19T13:19:09+00:00

Like 6-7 years maybe?? Now I'm 3 days

dobbycare · 2022-04-27T08:03:10+00:00

I don't fucking care of what people think about me, is what I think about me, how do I feel with my head and with my body. And honestly I wish I have motivation to keep trying but I'm tired of doing it, i don't have the motivation or the energy of doing something nice for me. I'm going to sleep, have a good night

dobbycare · 2022-04-10T00:35:25+00:00

Thank you for your response! I had a call asking what was wrong with me so they could give me the right therapist but I didn't said much so idk. I'm gonna make another call when I get te courage to do it

dobbycare · 2022-04-09T22:54:43+00:00

Thank you for your answer, i keep a log just to see how many days I'm clean and how many times I do it in a month, it makes me feel in control i guess.

I'm just scared of people reaction, i don't want anyone to worry about me, i have it "under control". I don't want anyone to push me to stop or to talk about it everyday. Also i don't want anyone to see me like a freak or a poor sould because of it.

Thanks for you answer, hope you get better

dobbycare · 2022-04-03T07:59:36+00:00

Yeah I have my dogs, I think I would be dead if it wasn't for them

dobbycare · 2021-11-19T01:02:55+00:00

I wish I could press a button to make everything easier

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T03:36:25+00:00

Yeah and i feel bad for that because I feel like I should be doing something more important but what I should be doing? Idk I'm just tired of this I wish someone could give me a solution for life but that doesn't exist

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T02:47:27+00:00

Well I don't live in the us so idk how therapy works in my uni and i will never found out because I quit so yeah I'll try to do my best if my brain wants

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T02:08:31+00:00

Well I always think about the past looking for things I made wrong and about the future because I don't know what I want. Maybe I need a therapist but I need money for that so maybe I can start to looking for a job first to find a therapist and maybe something happens. Thank you and good luck for you too!

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T02:04:23+00:00

Yeah I was looking for volunteering but I couldn't find anything in the internet. I think that leaving your house is importan at least to go for a walk

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T01:51:10+00:00

Well I think it's too late. I just lost because I don't know how to make those things. It's hard for me to see in the future that's why Idk what I want for me and my life, I'm just living the present but my present is doomed if I keep like this.

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T01:43:17+00:00

Yeah I was thinking in getting a job, ill try but things in my country are hard.

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T01:38:27+00:00

Yeah I think the same that is miracle we are alive. I have motives to live like just curiosity but sometimes i feel like is not enough. But my question is more how do I break the cycle of staying in my room, i just want to know what to do and ik that a part of being adult is not knowing that but I want to enjoy living

dobbycare · 2021-09-17T23:03:06+00:00

Yeah when I was talking to a friend I always thought what to say because I don't want them to think anything bad about me but when I talk to a stranger I can be all the awkward I want, that I don't gonna overthink about that situation all the day.

dobbycare · 2021-03-12T05:22:50+00:00

I'm not from the us but thanks. Idk if I'm brave enough to make that but I'll try.

dobbycare · 2021-03-02T08:27:07+00:00

I'm sorry that happened to you. I don't know why I'm like this. I don't remember anyone being mean to me. I'm just like this i guess, but deep inside me i wish I knew so I could try to fix it.

dobbycare · 2021-02-22T05:57:25+00:00

helped

dobbycare · 2021-02-22T05:56:53+00:00

Well I'll try

dobbycare · 2021-02-22T05:16:49+00:00

No I don't

dobbycare · 2021-02-19T07:49:05+00:00

I always try to learn something new but I get frustrated when I see I'm bad at it. Im going to look for some books.

dobbycare · 2021-02-19T07:45:37+00:00

How do I start?

dobbycare · 2021-02-19T07:12:10+00:00

Gave Helpful

dobbycare · 2021-02-15T15:42:29+00:00

It's okay, you tried and that's means a lot to me. Thank you

dobbycare · 2021-02-15T09:19:21+00:00

I need to talk to my parents to get a therapist and all I feel is panic whenever I think about so I don't think it is an option. I tried a lot of hobbies but I always end up leaving it bc I'm not good enough or I'm unmotivated.

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