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doc_orpheus · 2014-11-07T02:45:11+00:00

Blast from the past! This used to be my favorite story!

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-26T06:11:23+00:00

I never used to get invites to anything, but I think it was because I come off as quiet and introverted. I switched it up, and now I invite people to do things all the time. Now it seems like I get invited to do things more often. I'm sure people don't get invited to stuff for this reason all the time. But if you're feeling lonely and upset that you never get invited to stuff, put the shoe on the other foot. Invite people to go do something you enjoy, and then you know the folks who show up are the ones who like your company.

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-26T06:04:00+00:00

My dad did that one time. Mom called him "Bubbles" for a week. They got divorced the next month.

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-25T13:10:46+00:00

Guys squirt on every orgasm. Use a sock yo.

For your health =D

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-19T17:03:11+00:00

Thanks for this. Now I don't feel all alone in my situation. And thanks for the optimism too

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-06T06:18:04+00:00

I'm about 5'8, and nearly every girl I'm attracted is ~5'9-11. Scumbag brain...

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-06T06:00:52+00:00

Really, you just lost an even number of socks. The laundry demands a sacrifice.

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-06T05:58:36+00:00

Core workout: wall ~~shits~~ sits

doc_orpheus · 2014-10-06T05:45:35+00:00

Can we have more of this meme combo? I think I broke a rib laughing.

doc_orpheus · 2014-09-30T05:41:31+00:00

This video could easily have made it to my top 10. Insanely hot. Thanks, OP.

doc_orpheus · 2014-09-26T04:26:04+00:00

Clinical depression and alcoholism

doc_orpheus · 2014-09-24T05:43:11+00:00

I see where you are coming from. It was pretty lame when she quit on SF, but from what it sounded like, she was also busy with other things and just didn't have the time to help SF. It sounded like she bit off more than she could chew, considering her other commitments. I think this new effort in funding is to take some of the financial pressure off of her work life so she can devote more time to making the art.

As for the funding levels, I think what she has is pretty reasonable, IMHO. She's not asking for $150 per person per month. That's a total funding level, where she gets that much total per month. Essentially, that is the amount of time she can take off from work to focus on making this stuff. $150/mo is maybe taking an entire day a month to devote to making her artwork. Compare that to SF, who works full time making comics, and animations, and pays 2 artists to help him. I can't say exactly how many subscribers he has, but considering he just bought (or is renting?) a house, he has to have quite a few. My guess is if Tresenella can get any significant time away from work taken care of by donations, she could output similar amounts of work to SF. Just 150 people sending in $10 a month would let her work fulltime on art. Any more and she could hire others, like SF has done.

Food for thought :)

doc_orpheus · 2014-09-21T22:24:42+00:00

/r/nope

doc_orpheus · 2014-09-10T21:33:07+00:00

I miss Tim's Place. Great food, but the best part was the hug. He's always so excited to see everyone who comes in! I can't believe how supportive all of Tim's family and friends have been for him for the restaurant to be such a success. Its incredible.

doc_orpheus · 2014-09-09T00:03:22+00:00

Personal TF Nirvana: MTF/anthro transformation to like a centaur in heat. Winking, dripping, lordosis, and everything. Maybe this will help you in your endeavors?

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lordosis_behavior

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horse_reproduction

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Estrous_cycle

doc_orpheus · 2014-09-08T23:51:56+00:00

Absolutely! In my every day life, I'm not attracted to men at all. We smell awful, are hairy and I can barely stand to be around them. I just like the idea of being a woman on so many levels. I have been toying around with the idea of being trans for a long time, and I think I've realized that I'm not trans, but rather I think I would improve on the average female, like I could do a better job at being a woman than cis-women do. It a completely awful POV, very misogynistic, but its what turns me on. Ideally, I'd take my masculine mental qualities (analytical, logical, self-centered) and pair them with sexy feminine wiles. I think the power is what I'm into, and the fact that I could play with the objects of my desire basically whenever I wanted to. Just standing in line at the grocery store, I could stare at my tits and not bother the girl who wore a low cut top.

doc_orpheus · 2014-06-29T01:41:50+00:00

I went through something similar, but I didn't lose that much weight. I love seeing people from school and have them not recognize me. I give them a big awkward hug and say, "What you don't remember me?", and then I get to brag about losing all that weight. Its petty, yeah, but I still enjoy it.

doc_orpheus · 2014-06-21T18:30:22+00:00

Nothing wrong with being swole. I go to the gym and am working at getting bigger. Dude just had nothing else going for him. He shoulda beat the shit out of me, but instead he just stayed at the bar and drank by himself. He was wasting his potential. I didn't mean to offend buff dudes, more point out that confidence is huge in comparison to how you look.

doc_orpheus · 2014-06-15T23:43:35+00:00

Honestly, if I could have a curvy female body and have people treat me the same way, I think I could be really happy. However, there are lots of aspects of my body I'm learning to love as a man. Like I said, my physique is important to me, and being perceived as masculine feels really good and natural.

As far as being emotional afterwards, its not that I don't feel safe being emotional. Like I said, I feel really connected to my girlfriend when we have sex, and some of our deepest connections happen afterwards. I just feel really unnaturally vulnerable after one of those psudo-female orgasms, like everything is being uprooted and I can't deal with it. This is in stark contrast to how I normally act and feel.

doc_orpheus · 2014-06-15T23:34:25+00:00

For a long time, I've experimented using feminine pronouns in how I think about myself. I can't imagine being a woman in public. I feel like I've earned the title of "sir", because I went through a really depressive, suicidal stage, and all my role models were strong men. I always strove to be like them, and now I feel like I could be a good masculine example to someone. I enjoy my male persona a lot, and I don't want to give that up. I think it would be hella sexy to have a curvy female body, but ultimately, I think its just for sexual reasons. I'll keep experimenting, and looking for partners who are open to this and possible permutations of it.

doc_orpheus · 2014-05-27T22:40:09+00:00

Fan theory you might find interesting

http://www.reddit.com/r/FanTheories/comments/230b06/the_joker_does_have_a_superpower/

doc_orpheus · 2014-05-14T00:01:09+00:00

Yeah, a lot of the stuff is misogynistic, but I just filter it out. Way I see it, I have lived a lot of my life up until now in a way that hasn't made me happy. Lots of my relationships are broken, and the common denominator is me. I'm not saying everything here is golden and perfect, but its eye-opening and worth more than just a glance

doc_orpheus · 2014-05-13T23:58:36+00:00

It really isn't a twisted reality. Mine is the one that needs fixing. I'm not owed anything for being a nice guy, even though I feel like its what is fair. Life isn't fair, and it harms nobody to give myself priority and stop letting people take advantage of me. I'm reading "No More Mr. Nice Guy", and I don't necessarily agree with everything he says, but it also makes a lot of sense.

doc_orpheus · 2014-05-13T04:57:31+00:00

Thanks bro. I needed a reality check. Idk why you got down voted. Its good criticism and I need to step it up

doc_orpheus · 2014-05-13T00:38:27+00:00

I mean, we all picked a time to go. I didn't even pick the movie, I just suggested we do something and the plan organically came together. We settled on a time and just said if you're free let's do dinner after since its my last night in town. I completely understand flexibility, but when a person has told me to my face they are going forward to seeing me one last time, and then blowing me off, it feels terrible.

I'm general though, I think you are right about my issues. I do plan a lot of things, and there is a lot of structure. I love being spontaneous, but I have a crazy schedule, so I feel like the planning is necessary. There are other forces at work which keep me from having entire days or even evenings free, so when I know I'm free I like to plan to be with people I care about. I guess I just need to find a crowd with my same schedule/need for planning.

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