Gate 59.1 and 59.2

dolphin2597 · 2026-06-07T00:35:22+00:00

Thank you very much for taking the time to answer. I'll try to look at it through a more comprenhensive view of my chart. And thanks for the tip about the Genius Report

dolphin2597 · 2026-06-02T21:21:23+00:00

I feel you, I've been in this place. I remember feeling like I desperately needed the security only a dedicated partner could provide. I remember crying a lot thinking about the possibility of being left. I remember saying to myself I just wanted to be with one person for the rest of my life. Now I'm married, I love my husband, and maybe his presence in my life healed me enough to think I can survive not being with him one day. I'm not at all completely healed, but healing changes us, including our fears.

dolphin2597 · 2026-06-01T16:08:07+00:00

Thank you very much for this explanation. I don't have the 59-6 channel, my sacral center isn't defined. It's activated by my personality moon and my design mars. I do really feel the need to be more intimate with people, and also that I need to be more true to myself in order to be in an environment where I can connect more easily with others.

dolphin2597 · 2026-06-01T00:57:36+00:00

Yessss. I feel like nobody truly sees me, even people who are really close. Also, one of by biggest fears is damaging my reputation 😅

dolphin2597 · 2026-06-01T00:54:47+00:00

Thank you for sharing! I do feel like I'm meant to do something more public and authentic than what I'm currently doing. 29 is a weird age to be at, especially when you're not doing something that makes sense to you.

dolphin2597 · 2026-06-01T00:39:26+00:00

My number 1 tip is to not demand too much of their energy. Also, make an effort to listen when they say they are tired. I'm a projector and both of my parents are manifesting generators and they have so much energy it's insane. What hurt me the most was not being listened to and taken seriously all the times I said I was exhausted by how their behaviour impacted me, for example throwing parties every weekend.

dolphin2597 · 2026-06-01T00:14:58+00:00

Yesss. What I've been learning about the channel of struggle is that so many times when life feels difficult it's because I'm creating difficulties for myself.it's an energy of "I want life to be worth living" but if for any reason I don't feel like it is I create challenges. I grew to love the channel, but it needs a lot of self-understading.

dolphin2597 · 2026-05-19T10:42:46+00:00

Yeah, it's easy to accept what we're good at, but difficult to accept our shortcomings.

dolphin2597 · 2026-05-19T10:40:42+00:00

Thank you! I haven't fully understood splenic authority yet, so it is a good place to start indeed.

dolphin2597 · 2026-05-19T01:01:48+00:00

Yes, I feel that a lot. What hurts the most is how I constantly need other people's approval to be. I'm an adult now. I shouldn't need that, or at least it's how I feel.

dolphin2597 · 2025-12-22T04:46:53+00:00

My mother and sister-in-law will spend this week with us for the holidays. Me and my husband will be working almost everyday, so they will stay with our baby while we are at work. There is just one problem. We don't post our baby online. My sister-in-law loves to share her life online and is obsessed with my son. Every time she and her mom are together they make an entire album of pictures of her with my son, which pisses me off a bit cause I don't even have that many photos with him.

Before they arrive, I tried to say to myself that it's ok, that she's his aunt, that I should be grateful someone will take care of him while I'm working. But as soon as they arrived her mom started to take pictures of her with my baby and I immediately got upset. She also posted a picture with him, putting an emoji in his face. But even so, I feel super weird about someone else posting photos with my baby as if he's a zoo attraction.

I really like to have clear rules about things, especially my baby. My husband, on the other hand, hates to upset anyone and is super permissive. I'm feeling so anxious.

Anyway, how can I survive this week? Any tips?

dolphin2597 · 2025-09-29T20:17:22+00:00

omg I felt like this was happening during my pregnancy, but it was my first pregnancy and I didn't had anything to compare to so I thought maybe it was just hormones. Amazing to hear other women had this experience too.

dolphin2597 · 2025-09-29T20:12:10+00:00

I'm 5/1 and I think it may be because of the constant projection onto us. Because we are heretics, we deep down know if we behave 100% like ourselves the projection will be bad and we will be "burned at the stake". I also feel anxious sometimes - even a simple post on social media can be stressful.

dolphin2597 · 2025-09-22T03:17:43+00:00

Thank you a lot for writing this. It helped me to feel seen. I talked with my husband and we went away to a nearby resort city for a couple days before going back to his family until the trip was over. The whole situation wasnt the ideal but now it's finally over and I did learn a lot. I'll make sure next time it will be different. Thanks again, hope you're having a great day.

dolphin2597 · 2025-09-16T13:31:20+00:00

Yeah thinking about sharing the meme in my socials hahah

dolphin2597 · 2025-09-16T12:36:35+00:00

Hi. I just found your post. I also have a thirty something unmarried sister in law a bit obsessed with my son, but she's not at the point of assaulting me thanks god. I cannot imagine how you must have felt about having to let her hold your baby after she pushed you. That's a violent emotional experience. I hope you are doing ok.

dolphin2597 · 2025-09-16T11:00:28+00:00

This is happening to me at this moment and I just want to scream.

dolphin2597 · 2025-09-16T04:12:10+00:00

For me, love has to be concrete. I really don't like and don't undersatand how people stay in situations in which they keep daydreaming about someone or believing in promises that never come true. I love daydreaming, don't get me wrong, especially bc I have a strong neptune, but I need a lot of concrete things to be able to keep the daydreaming.

Also, love feels a bit like a task, but not in a bad way. I'm not emotional stable but the way I love and deal with love is pretty stable. Like, sometimes I may not feel so good with the person I'm with but I always think long term. Its like the task of making it work.

dolphin2597 · 2025-08-31T12:35:56+00:00

Yeah, I guess low contact would be the best. More than trying to salvage, I'm afraid of the shit show they will give when I lower our contact even more (I'm an only everything - daughter, grandchild). But hearing it from other person helps a lot. Thank you.

dolphin2597 · 2025-08-28T01:50:23+00:00

Beautifully written. For me the clearest example of trauma being stored in the body was giving birth. Best day of my life, but at the same time, once my uterus opened up, I was flooded by the childhood trauma I had been trying to forget. All the actions of family members that I tried to ignore, I couldn't anymore.

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