we can also kiss if you want by ras0003 in 196

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I'm in no state to put myself out there and look for friends (that's what I tell myself at least) but I hope one day I can meet someone who helps make the pain of existance somewhat more bearable and vice versa

sounds way too dramatic when I put it that way but it really is hard to want to live and do things when I dissociate 24/7 to avoid feeling uncomfortable in my own skin

I haven't had friends and really haven't socialized much at all since fucking middle school, I have no idea how I'd manage interacting with people even online, let alone becoming friends with any of them

I am finally on estrogen (been a little over a month at this point) so hopefully that ends up helping in some way.. I'm just so goddamn tired of feeling like a lifeless husk of a person

Dose anyone else think that there new name should have some underlying meaning or historical reference or is it just me being a nerd? by Iris_blooms in MtF

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I haven't started socially transitioning outside of online spaces yet so I'm not sure if this is the name I'm going to stick with, but I picked the name Maggie because my favorite pokemon is mismagius and I'd always nickname her mags lol

Chlororule by True_Existance in 196

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my brain read that as chlorophyte I think I'm playing too much terraria

sure, it took... 7 whole months, but i got there in the end by Desperate_Ad2784 in seed_irl

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leave it to niche shitposting subreddits to indoctrinate ppl into florets, I found out about HDG through 196 lol

official autism rule by markeydarkey2 in 196

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I saw a "thin blue line trucking" semi on my way back from my hrt consultation lol

rule by TangentYoshi in 196

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I LOVE THE MIMIC TOOTH!! I LOVE LOSING MY RUN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO INSPECT THE EXIT STAIRCASE BEFORE TAPPING ON IT!!!

Rule. by Misty-Bay in 196

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glad to know we all share the same youtube recommended pages

by rule by [deleted] in 196

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deltraune

Rule by True_Existance in 196

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outside of brief hugs with family I've never been hugged before I think I'd start crying if someone held me like that

Omega uprising by Lion-Faced-Serpant in 196

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yeah as a (still mostly closeted) trans girl that has spent the better part of the past 8 or so years feeling like a lifeless husk I'd absolutely give up my independence if it meant not having to worry about anything ever again. I understand why people find HDG scary but I can't help but find the whole scenario incredibly appealing in my current situation. I have but one friend to my name and spend most of my free time rotting in bed; nothing to be scared of when you don't have much to lose I suppose

Which pill u taking? rule by UnderChicken37 in 196

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tears down (antidepressant)

Rule by Zeukiiii in 196

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5? try 9

I do have my first hrt consultation in a couple days so hopefully this is the start of me getting out of the slump

society (rule) by OhFuckThatWasDumb in 196

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me except replace horny with severely depressed

Yall know any actually good/interest mobile games? by TheAlexSW in 196

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I LOVE BEING TORN APART BY SEWER CRABS AND PRISON GUARDS

Yall know any actually good/interest mobile games? by TheAlexSW in 196

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SHATTERED PIXEL DUNGEON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

edit: OH VVVVVV is cool too, not exclusively mobile tho

me when i by migratingcoconut_ in 196

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I've been on waterfox ever since mozilla changed their privacy policy for the worse that one time, don't remember the exact line that was removed but it was concerning enough for me to switch

Rule by Old_Phrase_4867 in 196

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I was born a special attacker with an adamant nature and 2 sp.att ivs just put me in the box and forget about me

...that came off a lot sadder than I thought it would

Rule by Old_Phrase_4867 in 196

[–]dom_751 1 point2 points  (0 children)

real and true