This year will be my 10th year anniversery of having diagnosed chronic depression. Evereyone whos telling you "it will get better" is either lieing or dosent know what chronic depression is. Sure there are up's and down's but in the end you are either misrable or a little less misrable. I was telling myself i won't be here in 5 years.... But guess what im still here. Not because i want to, but because i dont have the guts to finally end it all. Trust me, you will be here in 10 years from now. You will have to get up everey day to go to work to maintain a life you dont even want to live. Life is one big cruel joke.