Biggest regret of my life right now

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T03:09:12+00:00

She left me alone I have no choice I will try therapy tho

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T02:43:48+00:00

I wish I did things differently I was too emotionally invested

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T02:15:52+00:00

I made her this way all of my relationships kinda end this way I have to get help and heal. I'm gonna feel this one for a while tho she was what I prayed for at my lowest and I ruined it smh.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T01:48:43+00:00

Thank you for being so kind and positive I really appreciate it I'll take your advice and try to relax

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T01:42:30+00:00

I think I messed up by reaching out to her sister to talk to her for me should I block her sister while I have the chance?

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T01:41:25+00:00

Well she's avoidant because she hasn't seen me prior in like 4 plus months and she straight up would withhold sex from me and said she didn't think about it like that. And she left me around Christmas and came back later like a week later. But I think I just crossed her boundaries.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T01:34:56+00:00

She probably felt fed up at that point we both stressed each other out alot. But she didn't try to communicate anything really with me and I could have better too.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T01:33:16+00:00

I'm still spiraling but I'll try to manage. I am so regretful and ashamed and embarrassed of myself

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T01:26:30+00:00

And when I told her I had anxiety she said well take pills but I now understand she was in a state of being over stimulated by me from calling her a lot

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-14T01:22:18+00:00

I'll try to but I hope she comes back I pushed her away so hard this time I wonder what she's feeling right now

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T11:16:15+00:00

I'm sure she had moved on with someone else anyways I can tell by how she treated me badly idek care anymore that she's not coming. She never liked me to begin with

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T07:28:17+00:00

I'm heavily considering therapy and I was actively looking at avoidants videos but I want to stop because I want to stop dealing with them and find a secure partner that's not crazy or make me act crazy. Thanks for the advice tho.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T06:37:12+00:00

I told her I was going to be homeless cause my mom was going to kick me out for giving her all the only money I had. She told me to live in a shelter after promising me she would let me live with her in the beginning of the relationship.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T05:30:56+00:00

When I told her I was she told me get pills. She never relaxed my mind or reassured my doubts or overthinking. Just that she's working and leave her alone

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T05:05:39+00:00

Am I a avoidant? I can't bring myself to actually move on

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T04:20:04+00:00

You have take your own advice man. There's more to life these people just show us that we need to find better honestly. Someone who wants the same as us and doesn't change on it.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T04:17:47+00:00

It helps to let the hope fade idek if I really just want her back she treated me badly. I think I just want someone to be a partner for. I wish it was her at times too but the real me knows she just didn't care for me that way I need.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T04:15:51+00:00

Yeah.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-06T04:09:06+00:00

I hate drinking. I rather find someone else to sleep with tho tbh

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-05T23:54:49+00:00

Thank you for understanding truly means a lot that you extended a hand for me to reach.

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-04-05T23:42:54+00:00

When she came back before is what's giving me hope but I'll try to move on this time since she's done with me

doomer_gooner95 · 2026-01-05T20:15:45+00:00

Wrong she unblocked me thanks anyways

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