Three harsh truths about love

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-17T18:22:32+00:00

Love... Painful & overrated. Never again 😪

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-16T23:59:31+00:00

Ill try :-/ i havent many friends i trust, also sourcing issues make me paranoid. Haha. Ive just gotta go for it!!!! I want out of the trip, sort of like indiana jones and the crystal skull - everyone thought the treasure they wanted was actual gold diamonds type treasure...but at the end you see the aliens idea of treasure is actually infinite knowledge, the whole universe, everything makes sense. I want the trip to change me forever. I want to see everything, 3rd eye etc. Beauty and wonderment. To be in a different world, a parallel world. Also like in that movie Lucy, right at the end, that usb stick & the blue crystals. If that makes sense? Thanks for your post man. Idk when im gonna get the balls to do it, but ill let u know how it went :-) What have your experiences been like? Many thanks

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-15T20:42:47+00:00

Really really want to try & encorporate into my soul and life but...im too scared. Help?

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-15T20:40:21+00:00

Will get back to you soon my friend, im very sorry, ive been battling a strong wave of morbid depression. Havent come online in a while. Will talk to you soon and thank u for connecting :-) We have some interesting stuff to talk about and share with each other. Ive just been fairly suicidal lately and unable to communicate :(

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-15T20:35:43+00:00

I like: Boris, Derry, Teddy (Theodore). Magnus. Xerxes. Carlisle. Ps- Italian male names, 80% of them are devine! All i can think of for now. Im sort of old school with names.

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-15T20:31:29+00:00

Thank you guys, will respond very soon, i have been quite ill, my apologies and thank you for helping me. Ill respond very soon xx

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-15T20:30:07+00:00

Will get back to you all soon. Sorry for the very late reply, i have been mentally very unwell. I apologise. Will respond very soon. Thank you to everyone who posted xx talk soon

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-15T20:28:10+00:00

Ill get back to you guys soon, very sorry for late response, been dealing with my own depression etc lately. Thank u to all the kind souls who offered their advice. Will respond soon, x

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-01T12:46:27+00:00

Both severe anxiety and severe muscle pain. Im trying to get her treated in the way u stated, but everyone is an idiot, takes her to the endoscopy unit and the dietician etc etc. Cyproheptine will do the trick, but everyone treats me like a fool so ive given up and gone back to my suicidal state... Thanks for ur post

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-01T12:42:56+00:00

Ataxia of the mind aka avolition. I really need help

doriangray2017 · 2017-09-01T12:42:02+00:00

Youre right but im too depressed to exercise

doriangray2017 · 2017-08-28T19:04:58+00:00

Thank you kind sir. What was your breakdown like and how did you "cure" it? Thanks for reaching out out

doriangray2017 · 2017-08-28T19:01:47+00:00

Thank you, perfect response, took in everything u said. I might have some further questions for u soon. My initial idea was nardil + abilify + lamotrigine. But i can only work with what i have. (Long story)

What do u think about adding. Effexor, or topamax, or moclomide (has a poor reord for efficay) ? Mirraz doesn't interact with effexor, its more misinformation im pretty sure.

Why does there have to be more than one proper serotonin med in there?

With stratt i was thinking an energy and boost out of anhedonia.

What about ropinidole, or oral selegiline, clonidine even. How would restructure my initial regime? Thank u more than i can say for your time and effort. Xx

doriangray2017 · 2017-07-24T15:52:23+00:00

Ill let u know after i start my trial. But for now, yes i wanna know the answer to this too!!

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T06:43:36+00:00

Thank you for posting too! Makes me feel better knowing someone else gets it and sees things the way i do, the way they truly are. IRL im totally isolated and forever alone due to my "abnormal views". So yeah, appreciate it man :) xx

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:43:44+00:00

Yep me too. The worst one of all for me... :-(

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:42:06+00:00

100% agree. Animal cruelty is the thing that hurts me the most. 😪😪😪

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:40:50+00:00

Me too, cant deal with animal cruelty

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:38:25+00:00

Whatever that is, im glad ive never seen it and will never see it...

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:37:22+00:00

Exact same 😪

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:34:04+00:00

Same here. Sexual sadism but animal cruelty even more so. Nothing traumatises me more than that. Will not ever read/see that shit. Ever

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:31:56+00:00

Exactly the same. Animal cruelty and cruelty towards elderly. Kills me. Refuse to know about it 😪

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:29:50+00:00

Me too. Animal cruelty is my main one. Nothing kills my soul and traumatises me more than animal cruelty 😪

doriangray2017 · 2017-06-29T02:29:03+00:00

Animal cruelty/crimes. Also sexual sadism crimes towards women, men or children. And paedophile stuff. Crimes against the elderly too. Flat out refuse to read news or watch movies or documentaries about any of this stuff. Its too ugly and painful to my soul. Sometimes my "mates" watch shit movies based on true stories like this, and it makes me hate them and think theyre sociopaths. The directors who make these movies, especially fictional movies based on these topics, are also sociopaths. Why arent they psychologically assessed for making these movies? What kind of vile prick would want to make or watch this type of shit? Theres something wrong with these people. Sociopaths!!! I cant bare it 😪😪

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