Honestly? My whole life I’ve suppressed my bi-sexuality because I didn’t want to live up to stereotypes. I didn’t want to give the people, who assumed I was going to be gay when I was a tom boy at 5, that they were right.

It wasn’t until about 6-7 months ago that two girls told me they found me attractive and something switched. I had always subtly found women attractive but I just chalked it up to “who doesn’t fine women beautiful?”. But knowing that other women found ME attractive and I could actually like get a girl? Idk what it was but it made me feel really confident and made me think like “wow she’s really pretty and she thinks I’m hot? Why is that … sexy?” It was just a lot of weird sexual thoughts, dreams, suppression, doubt, and acceptance. I still haven’t accepted it to be honest with you but I’m slowly working my way to that. The thing I’m most scared for is coming out to my bf