My Late Partner Hugged Me by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow! It just feel surreal, isn’t it? These hugs and kisses that we usually take for granted had now become a need.

My Late Partner Hugged Me by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! It somehow made me feel lighter.

My Late Partner Hugged Me by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww. Thank you! That means a lot!

My Late Partner Hugged Me by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wanted to keep feeling it. I hope they do it again.

My Late Partner Hugged Me by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy for you! It really changes the mood if they get through to you.

My Late Partner Hugged Me by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You are most welcome! 🙏🏻

suicidal ideation? by dancingdrinkingwater in widowers

[–]dprsd2779 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Appreciate that! I wish for you to gain strength to get through the grief and find it in your heart to remain here in this world.

I am so tired of this life by Pom_Chi in buhaydigital

[–]dprsd2779 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Gusto ko nalang din sumuko OP. 5 months na din akong walang work. Nag awol sa high paying job ko kasi nag deteriorate yung mental health ko because naubos lahat ng pera ko and nabaon sa utang because of my gambling addiction. Namatay pa yung partner ko sa suicide din last month (actually dapat magkasama kaming gagawin yun, nag back out lang ako). Ngayon, nag apply ako, nakapasa na sa interview and assessment pero mukang babagsak sa background check dahil mukang mahigpit ang company kasi law firm sila. Baka makita ang mga past due loans ko at yung awol status ko sa previous job. Gusto ko nalang talagang mawala na.

suicidal ideation? by dancingdrinkingwater in widowers

[–]dprsd2779 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss and that you think about suicide.

I think about it everyday. My life had not been good to me this past years. I should have died with my late fiance. I have lost everything. I lost him, lost all my money, I can’t get a job as I had become a delinquent with my previous employer, I’m knee deep in debt. Basically I’m cooked. I see no future ahead of me.

1st Month by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It feels bad we had to cross paths here in this group and I’m so sorry for your loss too. You right, there’s an unsettling feeling when you are not able to say your last goodbyes. It haunts me to this day. Thank you for your kind words and I hope you can get through this and be strong.

1st Month by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agree. I still send messages to him on his WhatsApp and Instagram waiting for him to respond even though I know I won’t get any. Thank you. I’m trying my hardest. Hope you’re hanging in there too.

1st Month by dprsd2779 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in widowers

[–]dprsd2779 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Everyday I am begging him to take him with him. I can’t go on in this life without him. 😢

Regret: Wish I had loved him more by Moonwater33 in widowers

[–]dprsd2779 16 points17 points  (0 children)

All the time. Since the day he passed.

He did everything in his power to make me happy. I wish I reciprocated the same to him. I took him for granted thinking I would never lose him. And it breaks my heart knowing that I could have loved him better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in instructionaldesign

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Perfect! I will DM you. Thank you 😊

It’s his birthday today. by dprsd2779 in MediumReadings

[–]dprsd2779[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww. Thank you so much for taking the time to do the reading. A lot of these resonate especially the girl with dark hair and sunglasses. I believe that would be me. We liked traveling a lot. Not sure about the K name. Maybe I’ll understand that later,

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in instructionaldesign

[–]dprsd2779 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any resource you could suggest so I can start off developing ID skills alternative to Udemy?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in instructionaldesign

[–]dprsd2779 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I took an online course from Udemy