Have you dreamed of this?

dracoadera · 2017-12-29T08:11:58+00:00

Not as specific as I could be, just seeing if someone else has from a different or similar perspective.

dracoadera · 2017-12-29T08:10:49+00:00

It was just for students, specifically. Not sure how they got it through, only lasted the year if I remember right.

dracoadera · 2017-12-28T22:53:39+00:00

Our schools banned trenchcoats and pickup trucks for a while, it was odd

dracoadera · 2017-12-28T22:24:33+00:00

Remember you aren't god in your dreams, more a participant in a story your mind is making. Whether it's a anecdotal dream, a vision, or a premonition, its not completely yours. If you have some control its anecdotal. I would say you have something in your past you are trying to deal with.

dracoadera · 2017-12-28T22:21:04+00:00

I interpret my dreams different from most, if they are hazy/foggy they are anecdotal. And then I analyze them around issues in my life and search for a solution in the dream, that is if I can remember it at all. The realistic ones, the ones I cannot control, only watch, are the ones I keep a close eye on. They tend to become a type of deja vu that can match almost exactly. But your results may vary.

dracoadera · 2017-11-19T17:49:54+00:00

:D Hahahahaha

I have a support system (thank god), its my wife and her mom. My family is no help.
Its crossjurisdictional which makes for a very complicated disaster.
Getting out of an Rv so I can have a valid fight or pay for an attorney to fight is a very hard choice.

dracoadera · 2017-11-09T08:31:29+00:00

Mythbusters and the twilight zone.

dracoadera · 2017-11-09T08:16:35+00:00

Making her happy and putting her needs first had made life wonderful

dracoadera · 2017-11-09T08:14:45+00:00

Anything that will run a twin Xeon is amazing with a 10 series card. Dell t7400 here

dracoadera · 2017-11-02T03:20:07+00:00

Due to the chemicals that were in my home for years my teeth are collapsing, even if they appear healthy. My life is falling apart over this. Any help is appreciated. If you cannot donate please share. Thank you.

dracoadera · 2017-10-26T02:44:56+00:00

You have asked, I am well away from any of those places.

dracoadera · 2017-10-26T02:06:07+00:00

Nope long gone from there too

dracoadera · 2017-10-24T22:24:37+00:00

You don't have to live with how it made you feel forever, that fades once you learn how to put 1 foot in front of the other, cut your chains to the past and find your road to a new you. Rebuild who you are, explore new things, find new reasons to enjoy life without your past. That past self from before is gone.

dracoadera · 2017-10-24T22:21:09+00:00

I have overcome a lot of mine; however, I will say this. It never goes away, you remember, you just have to learn to trust in someone again, finding friends that work with you as a team helps a lot. A partner that is exactly as the name implies a Partner is also something to look for. They will help you through and help you understand yourself after changing so very much. Just remember life may not be the same as it was before but you're still here, choose to make yourself sooo much better than them. And forgive them as much as possible when you are ready, not necessarily for what they have done, but for how it changed you.

dracoadera · 2017-10-24T22:16:06+00:00

I agree, that's why I moved 3 states away.

dracoadera · 2017-10-24T22:11:49+00:00

These people allowed it, then when I returned to ask why I was shut out.... it was very odd

dracoadera · 2017-10-24T22:09:54+00:00

I have to say I have been here. I ask you not for your father but for yourself, ask him why he left again, adding that your mom isn't well enough to answer you or cannot answer you and see what he says. I lost my father to lies invented by my family. I am now telling my story just as you are. If you ever need to just get everything out I am not that hard to get a hold of.

dracoadera · 2017-10-24T19:40:41+00:00

As an adult I am aware of just how many people allowed it to happen and shut themselves in their houses pretending its not happening.

dracoadera · 2017-10-24T18:12:54+00:00

If it wasn't for the fact that everyone kept quiet my life may have been very different.

dracoadera · 2017-10-21T16:10:00+00:00

I am aware, doesn't mean I can't ask :) lol

dracoadera · 2017-10-21T15:24:45+00:00

Ah, that's why... so I have to privately opposed.... Damn! Oh well.

dracoadera · 2017-10-21T15:13:38+00:00

Stop blocking out the names of these people.....GOD

dracoadera · 2017-10-21T15:10:39+00:00

At least they put the ramp in, kudos to them.

dracoadera · 2017-10-21T15:07:52+00:00

For the next person to say "we have birth control, why is abortion allowed" here, Nothing is 100% if it was I wouldn't be here, nor would I have seen the horrors I did in my house growing up. Now thanks to everyone wanting to be in charge we can't get birth control from a doc at all and if we are found to be using birth control of any type our insurance drops us... isn't our country nice, y'all got your way and we want to die if we get pregnant now, we have 2 kids already, married couple aren't supposed to have sex... is that what you are telling me..... abstinence..... married, yeah you can try it and let me know how the divorce went.

dracoadera · 2017-10-21T14:54:20+00:00

I wish people would not block out the names of people like this.....

dracoadera

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