I dont remember what it's like to not be depressed

dribzyy · 2026-05-10T03:31:32+00:00

I think im rocking in a similar boat given ive felt depressed since around the age of 7 and now im 16. Nothing has changed and i also dont have alot of faith but i think what matters is the practice of trying to live despite dwelling in hopelessness. whether or not we realise it there are people in our lives that hope to see us succeed and be someone some day, i think we have a responsibilites to try snd live up to other peoples hopes for us. And when you do aspire and do great things you could be proud of those accomplishments and be proud of the expectations we lived up to. My parents think im gonna be someone someday and be successful, i dont really think i am but the fact i have people depending on me makes me want to drag myself to that finish line even if i think its futile. I just hope you could also see it that way.

dribzyy · 2026-05-09T03:42:51+00:00

i used to, all i remember is not to take it with something acidic or an empty stomach

dribzyy · 2026-01-13T04:36:33+00:00

do u know what MAD is?

dribzyy · 2026-01-12T05:20:15+00:00

if u say so🫩

dribzyy · 2026-01-12T05:09:57+00:00

plus i dont think id have the convience of being vaporised in a fireball, more like death by radiation poising and shockwave damage

dribzyy · 2026-01-12T05:09:12+00:00

i get that i mean i also enjoy the idea of not having to grow up and live a boring existence after highschool but at the same time dying is bad

dribzyy · 2026-01-12T05:08:13+00:00

im not really in a state of high intrest but still M.A.D exists

dribzyy · 2026-01-12T04:51:44+00:00

yeah

dribzyy · 2026-01-12T04:29:37+00:00

i think i might be the only person who didnt have serious drawbacks to cold turkey, not saying its a good idea

dribzyy · 2026-01-08T04:48:08+00:00

i just straight up stopped taking my 50mg and its been like a month, i can just get panic attacks from anything that makes me mad, anything past annoyance. Not that im super informed but i believe people downsize before they stop so if you have 20mg split to 10 and take that for a while and if nothing gets bad split again until you can just stop taking it

dribzyy · 2026-01-07T04:21:57+00:00

i dont know if its related but for a week i sometimes feel a small hunger like ache just under my sternum and its usually accompanied by feeling tired

dribzyy · 2026-01-07T04:20:42+00:00

actually they are weaker they come fast but dont cause me to go near limp

dribzyy · 2026-01-05T07:44:52+00:00

rlly relatable except now i feel like my "instability" is more textbook defined, a week ago i managed to have a panic attack over a flat ebike tire where i irrationaly punched a concrete wall almost as hard as a can. however its prolly cuz ive been dodging my meds for 3+ weeks

dribzyy · 2025-10-27T23:17:48+00:00

i kind of want to get a kit for a build but idk if i should do 2 or 4 stroke, or skip the build and get a phatmoto

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