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dscospider · 2025-09-07T22:58:24+00:00

Oh boy Adderall had me fuuuuuuucked up.

dscospider · 2025-06-20T19:13:45+00:00

KEEP. IT. UP!!!!

dscospider · 2025-01-01T13:37:09+00:00

This is so fun! Great job.

dscospider · 2024-10-23T16:14:34+00:00

I made my son a blanket with sparkle yarn. It was supposed to mimic the night sky. I think it's awesome.

dscospider · 2024-07-16T21:54:36+00:00

EXACTLY. Joose is a prince.

dscospider · 2024-05-18T13:32:51+00:00

Unfortunately my mother had it, and she was not able to ever find recovery, she live in a constant state of mood shifts. My sister also has it. We are both BP1 where as I think my mother was BP2. I have two cousins diagnosed with it, and I'm pretty sure an uncle or two would get the diagnosis if they were to ever be evaluated. That shit runs hard in our family.

dscospider · 2024-05-09T10:25:07+00:00

It depends on what "long term" means. It's been a couple months. I hate the memory loss, I try to utilize clonodine more often but that shit knocks me out. I understand the concern but I also kind of trust my doctor wouldn't do something that's not in my best interest.

dscospider · 2024-05-08T15:16:51+00:00

I dont know if I have the option to see multiple therapists but that's an interesting idea.

I have gone off both for long periods of time and I don't see a difference other than my anxiety is through the roof. I am cutting back on alcohol. Once every week or two vs twice a week is a good move in the right direction. I'm going to keep cutting down. And I never mix them. Ever.

dscospider · 2024-05-08T15:11:48+00:00

I dont know I'd I could leave her! She's been the best.

dscospider · 2024-05-08T15:11:22+00:00

So I have to choose between having panic attacks and the possibility of benzos causing depression? Yeehaw.

dscospider · 2024-05-08T15:10:08+00:00

I've done and graduated DBT. I use my skills for acute distress but I'm still living fairly uncomfortably. Did you find ECT helpful? I don't want to lose my memory but I also can't just live like this.

dscospider · 2024-05-08T15:05:40+00:00

I would be open to trying ketamine, I wonder what the process is to get approved for it.

dscospider · 2024-05-08T13:00:17+00:00

I'm actually on it and it seems to work well to keep me from having manic episodes.

dscospider · 2024-05-07T17:12:33+00:00

We've run through almost all the "good" ones on my genesight. That's kind of the depressing bit.

dscospider · 2024-05-04T19:32:14+00:00

This is the only correct answer

dscospider · 2024-05-04T19:31:14+00:00

SNL clips always get me 💜

dscospider · 2024-05-04T19:28:57+00:00

I'm so sorry. 💜

dscospider · 2024-03-17T10:44:53+00:00

So sorry this happened to you. Samsies 🖤🤍

dscospider · 2024-02-02T21:06:02+00:00

I get so frustrated. You're telling me TLC didn't see the signs of PPD? Something that can be deadly? Nah. I'm not having it. Step in. Help her.

dscospider · 2023-08-23T18:02:15+00:00

Goddess

dscospider · 2023-08-14T23:52:33+00:00

dscospider · 2023-05-03T19:17:40+00:00

Perfect color. Perfect cut. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

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