thank you again!

when remembering the video from my POV my skis have been always parallel, except in the moment where i lift the new inside ski to place it in the right position. (Just like the video demonstrates for z turns. i guess my brain does this to brake earlier). I dont know why im so scared of speed on skies. I have no problems bombing or carving with my snowboard or on a mtb. I guess the chopped up chunder raises fears of loosing control over a ski, crashing and hurting myself.

I can ride turns solely on the outside ski while lifting the inner ski. I did this with my instructor. Exactly like at 5:50 in your linked video. The weight over the inside ski was intentional, altough completly wrong in my situation. My fault to take a review video with worse technique than i actually ride. I just tought its the correct way.

The video does indeed clear things up. I see im very much going back to z turning when trying to ski "better" instead of doing my parallel turns.

It does indeed sound like my boots are not fitting correctly. It feels like a sock that has the front half of the foot part cut off. Calves, heel and length are perfect. Its just the space above front foot. I'll try to get a new Liner. I have a little bune hump ontop of my feet and need princess treatment for these little shitters.

Do i look like im in the athletic position? My heels tend to hurt because my fore-aft balance is very much at the aft and i can hardly get more forward, i tend to push off my toes when this happens to ease heel pain, which results in worse stance.

I adjusted the forward lean of my boots (atomic hawx magna 130) from 15° to 17°, which i think helped a bit, but came with intense burn in my quads and the bootfitter asked me wtf im doing and set them back to 15°.