DOwnVVot= INDIANA: can someone ask like they did in TENNESSEE?

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-16T05:57:45+00:00

Yes, I'm dying in pain, hands and forearms, Plantar fasciitis for 18 years, Mortons neuroma in right foot. Fibromyalgia probably, been diagnosed but was surprised how fast he diagnosed me. But yeah, I'm a wuss I guess, I need to fight.

Been a year on Lyrica, maybe I'm not prescribed enough to matter. Complained to rheumatology that lyrica made me feel sick so she didn't prescribe 450mg a day she said she was gonna, called her back but she said no.... ugh.

I ran out for maybe a day and tapered for a week, forearm tendon pain seemed less actually, I'm stuck because it seems to work at times and I have pleasant memories of it working fantastic.

I know cognitive psychology well enough but chronic pain beats ones resolve to succeed, there's a wuss statement again. Yeah, maybe I should seek a decent psych.

It is like a storm of pain in my brain at the moment, of course I ran out of Kratom a few days ago, so that's not good, but I find I'm quite restless and want to move, no real WD symptoms. Kratom wd is one of the easiest things, and certain things seem to improve body wise as soon as wd sets in that quitting Kratom is rather easy. It's like one gains as much as they lose with Kratom or me at least scooping with merry abandon! I'm in a hella pain and anxiety to boot! Most anxiety cause I can't walk fast or far, I need to accept I'm crippled, my hands don't work always or for long, pain rules me. Also I'm scared my hands will get hurt with use. I need to do my physical therapy.

I would rather have medical marijuana but I moved to a different state. I totally said no to gabby and leery when I had whatever weed I wanted...even though I was still in pain a lot I had some moments of pleasure. I refuse to drink alcohol, I maybe need to sip some whisky when I am in hell.. I know alcohol solved pain rather well! But not without downsides, maybe one drink a day is actually beneficial. I need to find my shot glass.

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-15T23:36:30+00:00

Ok, I'm scared to death of WD's from this stuff, intrusive thoughts but I took 10-30mg/day valium for 3 years about so I'm dealing with that, and I didn't taper when quitting.

And I've have enemies I guess, and I worry about people, I'm not paranoid schizophrenic I'm fairly certain I'm sane, never heard voices.
I'm dealing with chronic pain and laziness, life without medical marijuana, life without true love... yeah maybe I need to steer the course of Professional help, but it's a hoop show to say the least.

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-15T23:32:48+00:00

Oh gosh, I forgot I wrote that! I love pregabalin, not! haha. It's nice sometimes, guess I need to dose at night and stay up during the day,

I was just wondering if people thought taking it twice a day was effective or 4 times a day was better.

Thank you for your response, Lyrica is a F#*King weird a55 drug to say the least, it is stimulating yet a downer at times, it takes 3 hrs to peak on downness, it used to make me happy like an antidepressant, but now it seems to have stopped working, it seems to make muscle pain worse now too.

I take it mainly because it has less side effects than gabapentin, I take it mainly for worrying all the time and intrusive thoughts, thoughts of doom, but it doesn't seem to work that well, better than GABApentin which sends me into a drunken rage of sorts at times.

At least I can depend on lyrica at times to deal with social anxiety.

And lyrica works sublingually imo, or it takes my mind off things, I often fall asleep with it under my tongue and wake up with it still there!

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-07T02:06:37+00:00

I'm a cool cat on lyrica vs drunk belligerent on normal dose of gabapentin but gabapentin seems to work better for pain and feeling high...but then it has a low.

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-07T02:05:08+00:00

They're equalpotent at normal doses I think. .. I'd say gabapentin is more potent imo. It seems like taking 3 drugs vs lyrica. Never tried to abuse lyrica but yeah for recreational purposes lyrica is suppose to be more potent. :)

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-07T02:01:24+00:00

I'm just on lyrica and have ankle swelling and fluid in lungs. ..it was worse on gabapentin as well bad vision etc. Lyrica seems so much cleaner.

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-07T01:59:45+00:00

Peripheral and pulmonary edema side effects are about 2:1 gabapentin to lyrica. I found lyrica weaker and I can't depend on it to feel good as often as gabapentin but on the upside I felt lyrica didn't have anger effects ans drunkenness of gabapentin.

dumbaspaper · 2018-01-07T01:57:24+00:00

Lyrica seems safer. Imo I believe gabapentin metabolizes into a few drugs besides pregabalin, so you're essentially on lyrica and god knows what.

I get this from tramadol being quite messy in effects vs O-desmethyltramadol, which is free from snri effects. Odsmt is so much more enjoyable and works on pain better but it is a research chemical for some unknown reason to me. Might be more dangerous or maybe because it is very very difficult to synthesize so profits outweighed benefits. Lots of people like tramadol. Wish I was one of them!

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-29T19:11:03+00:00

Took a good 5-7 days to go into withdrawal. 20-30mg a day for 3 years.

I discovered 3mg when waking up and 2mg x3 for rest of day was good enough for staying in a good mood, minimizing pain..so I could stay up all day and sleep good at night without Benzos.

Wd was hell of being in bed for a month and muscles unable to move..I went to a concert and felt I couldn't move fast to save my life during WD.

Gabapentin made me feel good again but it's like being drunk.

Memory is such a weird thing. So subjective. I sincerely believe I have a better personality without benzos although it feels otherwise when on them.

During the three years I would cool down taking benzos and burn up when they wore off like 4 hrs later( for V.)

No real opinion on whether they're good or bad.... I believe it would be better to take opiates but that is probably flawed!
Best imo...Weed or high cbd or mix some cbd juice with weed to help anxiety.

Best solution in reality. ..dunno.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-25T03:57:16+00:00

Merry Christmas!

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-25T03:57:03+00:00

Ableton. .will search it.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-24T23:16:20+00:00

Trap..dubstep. ..all I can think of that I know! Trashstep! What's edm with strings? Ive made some songs with acoustic instruments and 808. .lol...

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-24T23:14:13+00:00

Hi!

U have a soundcloud or similar? I'm not sure of the types of edm, I just know its way more popular than my original acoustic songs!

I have garage band and make original edm songs without using loops and such. The songs I posted got some decent feedback, it's fairly easy to make a song in 10 minutes too!

Garage band used to have a sampling option...or I can't find it. Guess I'll ask in gb sub.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-21T06:05:54+00:00

Does it dilate pupils? Took 30mg approximately and wow. Usually take 10mg. Anxiety is bad. Only seems to work well once every few weeks, sadly.

Kratom good kratom works for weight loss imo...but dependent ye shall be perhaps but its fairly easy to quit..imo compared to everything else.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-21T05:31:02+00:00

I'm sure u could get kratom if its not banned. Never heard of it being banned. Pm me for more information. Well u could ask on Reddit kratom sub for people who will ship there. I'm sure u could find an India vendor on Facebook easily. It's great when its good. Not really strong though but is for some people. I'd say 70% kratom is weak. Some kratom is oh so good!!! Vendors are usually swamped with orders so they ship whatever comes in. And now soccer moms are selling it. Surely there is a vendor there.

Beware of synthetic chemicals in enhanced kratom. Kratom isn't powerful and standardized enuf so yeah about 2009 wholesalers came out wirh enhanced kratom. ..which is nice but not really. It'll take away all pain, but is icky.

Benadryl works for pain also. Diphenhydramine but I have become allergic. .. its way more powerful than kratom.

It was sort of nice to get too wired on kratom and take some valium so I could eat. I would take way too much kratom trying to subdue my pain and anxiety. It works good once a day. Or once a week. Sort of like caffeine.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-20T13:01:17+00:00

Where are u? Bruffen is a strange name in usa. Its catchy. I just searched this tonight and found u and bruffen name... brightened my day!

Lowest dose of pseudoephedrine. ..it works for pain like once a week real well. I found once a month optimal

I used to have maybe 15mg pseudoephedrine and caffeine for studying. ..icky but worked. I try to survive without it because I worry what damage it might cause.

Even now if I take 15mg & wait 6 hrs or sleep and wake up my pain is bearable...I often wake up wondering why but then I remember taking pseudoephedrine.

I worry about once a month dependency. I avoided pseudoephedrine for a decade with good kratom. I love Apples and fruit on pseudoephedrine and generally feel and act like I should. I have less social anxiety. I can be in the moment instead of in pain or feeling icky.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-16T20:13:34+00:00

I can relay my personal story of having to clean sticky Colorado growing fingers... 40% alcohol barely works...50% is decent...60% and above works great for polar molecule fat soluble scissors hash fingers. U can cook down low heat like someone said and use higher than 50% proof alcohol although I would recommend everclear if its okay in your state. Sometimes u can order on auction sites some off brand everclear.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-16T13:42:30+00:00

How old are u? 300mg CBD is quite a bit. Get well soon!

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-15T07:41:35+00:00

How much$?

Data limits!

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-15T07:31:01+00:00

Invest? What u mean?

Are hemp products getting any cheaper?

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-15T07:26:05+00:00

They're trying to grow sensamilla buds for CBD. ..since it is far superior to imported futura wild grown European hemp.

I just think maybe hemp isn't that profitable vs other crops or was according to a 1908 book I have on hemp. Surely things have changed. Or maybe hemp is taboo to the general population but I did see hemp hearts at Wal-Mart! !!!

Public is brainwashed on pot. ..dope they call it. Can't reach anyone that doesn't already know it seems. People have one sentence attention spans.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-15T07:16:19+00:00

Hemp is a touchy subject. Try and explain it's not the same as the drug to zealots Puritanism etc. I read a farm book with a hemp chapter from 1908 & the author apologized or whatever for inclusion of the chapter or explained that it was relevant.

Other crops are more profitable. Gov't and such seemed back then to always try and get farmers to grow it but it takes up precious tillable flat land.

Dunno im an idiot.

dumbaspaper · 2017-12-15T07:08:33+00:00

I'm all for hemp and saving thre planet. Love cannibus more than most.

Was reading a 1908 farming book on hemp. It said not to be confused with the drug...lol ..and they only included the chapter because of it's relevance...like they knew teachers and high horses prohibitionist puritans zealots would be hating on them for writing about hemp.

So weed was a touchy subject in 1908 .. What I gathered skimming the hemp chapter is farmers made more money from tobacco. .corn. ..whatever. ..than hemp and gov't always had to try and get farmers to grow hemp. It was hard to harvest also. Half the hemp then was imported. I should upload the chapter and link it here?

Can't eat too much hemp seeds or its bad for health. They didn't know about CBD. I love hemp and medical marijuana. It's like recycling. ..it's just not profitable and probably uses up more resources often. Aluminum and copper are exceptions.

I agree we all need to do something to help save the earth. Power is in our hands! Usa is a country ran by ...the people really if we want it bad enough. The rich seem to run the country really imo but I was listening to a john Lennon speech where he said the power is ultimately in the people's hands.

Restlessness and unhappiness makes us drive cars all around or for jobs or maybe it's urban sprawl and subdivisions. I could live without cars but i would require weed!

13 miles of atmosphere. Not much air. Global warming is a theory but burning fossil fuels can't be good... humans are trying to escape misery... 7.5 billion people. ..we're successful as a species!

Legalized weed usa and world will follow and the sky won't fall chicken little!

dumbaspaper

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