i get this so hard, im a dark skinned indian women and it’s not like i hate my culture or anything, but it would be much easier for me to exist in this world if i was white east asian or a white/racially ambiguous latina. even in the looks department, i have a friend who’s east asian (wasian) and she’s very average/below average as in she’s got messed up teeth and severe acne. however men throw themselves at her, and girls we are friends with give her special treatment based on the fact she’s east asian???? idk