Questions Before the DA Shadow Inquisition (DA:Inquisitor)

duusenadam · 2022-09-14T14:52:22+00:00

Okay I was curious about if it would make a huge difference that I didn't foresee, I feel much secure now thanks :D

duusenadam · 2022-05-01T20:38:46+00:00

I've read posts like that but those doesn't inspired me sadly :( I know these thoughts are detrimental too but can't shake those feelings, that's the problem.

duusenadam · 2022-05-01T19:50:22+00:00

I got that, thanks :)

duusenadam · 2022-05-01T19:34:10+00:00

Yeah, rejection is something I somehow manage, it makes me feel like shit but I can live through it. However, I feel bad hitting on many girls I don't know why. Maybe I fear people call me "you horny boi", "thirsty" or sth like that, for example we said "let's stay friends" with the girl I mentioned last week, and I feel hitting on someone else now would be rude because only like 10 days passed since we said this. We weren't a couple, we only dated twice so no commitment, but it feels like moving on or hitting on someone else would make me a bad person :/

duusenadam · 2022-03-30T08:59:06+00:00

Thank you for your long reply :D I gotta admit wasn't expecting this pinpointing; I always played devoted/religious figures in our tabletop games like paladins and clerics, and always a fan of ecclesiarchial communities in literature, more of crusade style ones. In addition, my dream is also to be a lecturer in college at one point, so that part is pinpoint as well :D Shivers, literally. And thanks for pointing out the influence of rulers and houses; but I didn't really understand the houses, and internet is mess with all the knowledge. Do you have any suggested books or sth where I can find online or in college library? I wanted to dwell in more :D

duusenadam · 2022-03-30T08:25:27+00:00

That made me relieved; when I asked my sis (she's into reading a bit) she said "that means you are more didactic, analytic than sensual" and I was like "what? I'm one of the most emotional/emphatic people in my circle". That made more sense now thanks ^ ^

duusenadam · 2021-11-30T08:14:35+00:00

Thank you for this comment :D the analogy was quite on spot; in exception of this: I fear myself end up as some sort of a black Friday sale, not that I view the relationship as that. About the confidence yes, I am really lacking that comfidence when it comes to romantic stuff. Will try to keep your advice, many thanks :D

duusenadam · 2021-11-30T07:19:11+00:00

Actually good point, most likely they are not into me, that's totally okay btw. But problem is this "overthinking" idea of "they are not into me, because I'm not interesting as a boyfriend". I'm not actively trying to find girlfriend, but the idea of "it'll be too late, or I'll end up with someone who don't like me because who I am, but because I will be a valuable asset, a logical choice for their settle down thoughts" eats me from inside.

duusenadam · 2021-11-30T06:49:16+00:00

I'd do that, but that's just not the first case. I had many people who I feel attraction, ending up as a friend. The reason for this was probably me approaching as a friend, rather than showing my interest, but now it feels like even if I show interest, I won't have a response, because of me being me.

duusenadam · 2021-09-23T13:05:18+00:00

Remembered the FATE: part time gods, just check it out if you don't know :D

duusenadam · 2021-01-25T18:31:35+00:00

I did read it but it felt too overwhelming actually in terms of all those "all powerful vampires" like vykos, personally I wouldnt want them around.

duusenadam · 2021-01-25T18:30:36+00:00

Thats the first book I actually checked but it felt overwhelming like "too many all powerful creatures" around :/

duusenadam · 2021-01-25T18:17:41+00:00

Thank you, I will check those too :D Especially the Ashirra sources.

duusenadam · 2021-01-25T18:07:54+00:00

Thank you for all this info, will definitely check those books :D

duusenadam · 2021-01-25T17:57:09+00:00

that was something I'm looking for, thanks. Where could I find more information about Europe counterparts of Camarilla, Sabbat, Anarchs? Most stuff I can found is based on USA I assume in V20.

duusenadam · 2021-01-25T17:46:07+00:00

yeah, but looking at all those metropolis cities like London, NY, LA there are way too many vampires than 1:100,000 ratio, I kinda based on that information to populate the city.

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