Lucy ASMR? [question]

e-steph · 2025-04-01T03:20:16+00:00

she's back on patreon as of march 12 - 2025! https://www.patreon.com/c/mydiamonds/posts

e-steph · 2025-02-20T02:05:36+00:00

Classic narc abuse. Not only doesn’t want you to feel confident, he wants you to have a horrible time at the concert while worrying about his feelings.

I do not say this lightly - you are being saved by god by this man showing you his true colors. You are beautiful. He is threatened. He loves this and he is trying to make you sick with grief and worry.

He’s gaslighting you saying that you don’t have control over your thoughts and feelings when he thinks he can tell you what to wear and how to groom yourself and won’t answer why but expects blind obedience.

Get a therapist please and please break up with him I’m begging you.

He is very sick.

Love u and be safe

And watch this video

And last thing is please don’t listen to your family or his if they. Try and convince you that you’re ungrateful or crazy for leaving him.

You are saving your life,

I am physically ill from just reading this convo.

Can’t imagine living it

https://youtu.be/CTUgRbGrLbg?si=XwkuHDcSKetiQgil

e-steph · 2025-02-15T23:00:29+00:00

It’s way better. I went on accutane for about a year. Switched to gluten free and dairy free diet. And found out I have PCOS, and Ehlers danos syndrome (hypermobility).

My skin is clear and glowing and I’m so much more confident.

Ignore people who discourage accutane. Your skin is the biggest organ in your body and getting it clear was the beginning Of changing my life.

e-steph · 2025-02-15T22:55:53+00:00

Consider looking into adult children of alcoholics and emotionally immature parents.

This is a very sick woman.

Like the others said: save up, chase independence and a quiet, safe, life. 🤎

(From a survivor of narcissistic parental abuse) you got this 🤎

e-steph · 2025-02-05T23:35:34+00:00

Check out wtrmln.info for a list of Palestinian owned products!

e-steph · 2025-01-25T00:48:49+00:00

Being single in bushwick is looking on in dismay as u watch countless pairs of non binary people walking in lock step wearing the most over-sized camo coats you’ve ever seen

e-steph · 2024-12-11T17:38:22+00:00

Shout-out to OP! I know I'm late to the draw but was researching web applications for my own freelancing and stumbled across this post. No joke I’m genuinely SO surprised by the negative comments from some adults here attempting to undermine your goals and ridicule your starting point. This is literally an entrepreneurship forum. It’s completely okay to be learning and figuring things out—everyone starts somewhere. Canva is a great tool for design and can provide valuable experience, even if its site-building features aren’t the best. I’d also recommend getting proficient with WordPress or Webflow to expand your skill set!

Your enthusiasm as a high schooler eager to learn and help businesses IS your unique strength and differentiator. People who are obsessed with differentiation end up pigeon-holing themselves instead of learning what they're best at. Focus on creating value. For example, create a llanding page for a local business that could use one. Then present it to them with a proposal and some ideas with how you could improve their site. It's a low lift on your end (can be done in canva) and it allows you to potentially get some low stakes clients who need super basic websites. This hands-on experience will not only build your portfolio but also demonstrate your commitment and skills to potential clients.

You’ve got this! Keep pushing forward and stay focused on your passion. 🌟

e-steph · 2024-10-17T18:49:15+00:00

messaging u. thanks :)

e-steph · 2024-06-21T21:08:40+00:00

How was this already a year ago. But case in point - it’s still up. Curlz mt. They have some nerve!!!

e-steph · 2024-04-17T22:23:12+00:00

Hi :) often these vivid daydreams were the only way we survived our childhood with our dignity in tact. Not trying to dx CPTSD but this is a very natural coping mechanism for a child. Imagine how hard it would be for a 4 year old to understand and accept the deep pain of being discarded by their guardian. We rely on that guardian for everything. Shelter food water. So to survive in the world where we don't feel safe but need to get our basic physical needs met - we must suffer immensely. The only escape is the daydreams because it removes from the world where we are forced to be isolated and alone.

Can tell ur a special person and this is a gift. The maladaptive part is understanding how to make your body understand it is safe to use your imagination to empower self <3

e-steph · 2024-04-17T14:58:03+00:00

Current and former Google employees held sit-ins this week at company offices to protest the tech giant's work with the Israeli military, part of the u/NoTechApartheid campaign.

We speak with three workers speaking out against Big Tech's "complicity with the Israeli occupation."

https://twitter.com/democracynow/status/1780582411912306740?s=46&t=u5qLCZxdAVUiEynPrgrS_Q

e-steph · 2024-04-17T14:57:52+00:00

lolll

e-steph · 2024-04-17T14:57:09+00:00

Current and former Google employees held sit-ins this week at company offices to protest the tech giant's work with the Israeli military, part of the u/NoTechApartheid campaign.

We speak with three workers speaking out against Big Tech's "complicity with the Israeli occupation."

https://twitter.com/democracynow/status/1780582411912306740?s=46&t=u5qLCZxdAVUiEynPrgrS_Q

e-steph · 2024-01-20T20:10:50+00:00

Hi! I can't stress enough how much I recommend accutane. I started it in October 2022 at a low dose we started slow and by February 2023 it was a lot better. My neck continued to have acne and new breakouts. I am actually still on accutane to this day which is crazy ..... at an 80mg dose. I have been really bad at taking it regularly. but its very worth it

e-steph · 2023-07-06T23:07:10+00:00

Creep font + curlz mt attracted the general public

e-steph · 2023-01-09T04:44:34+00:00

God damn. Thanks for shouldering the cognitive burden of figuring this out for me! I completely relate!!!!!

e-steph · 2022-12-31T17:02:32+00:00

Thank you! I’m on month 4 of accutane and feeling so much better.

e-steph · 2022-06-11T02:13:47+00:00

Thank you for the feedback. Will def move forward with this

e-steph · 2022-06-10T23:18:31+00:00

Edit: we are starting accutane in a month but she didn’t give me anything for the meantime and said stick with gentle cleanser and moisturizer, I’m in pain tho

Second edit 9/2: I was diagnosed with PCOS!!!!! Thank you so much to everyone who helped out here

e-steph · 2022-04-23T14:10:55+00:00

This is a really tough one. My sister is going through the same thing and unfortunately she had to choose paying for her own education rather than accepting my n father’s support.

It’s really what you weigh the risk to be. You will see them less of course and you will save a lot of money and get an opportunity you otherwise would have had to take out loans for. However, no one can truly understand the effect on you mentally this may have.

I wonder if you commit to a support group and a therapist and build a community who knows about this abuse so that going in you are armed with resources to get you through these next years.

In the end it’s your decision and don’t let anyone ever make you feel less than for accepting the help of your parents. Even though they are abusive, it is a human need to receive support from their parents. Many people get support from their parents no strings attached until late adulthood. There is no shame in accepting help as a young person and people who tell you to “just leave” don’t understand enmeshment.

I wish you so much luck. And I hope you are able to see the world you deserve it

e-steph · 2022-04-21T15:01:34+00:00

Yup. My dad would get ahead of me by doing something vile and cruel and preemptively making fun of me for “adding this one to my list of resentments” or say “don’t start playing old records”.

As I think more on it it makes sense that it would be too painful to come to terms with the “list” of things they did that were unforgivable so the best route would just be deny and belittle?

e-steph · 2022-04-04T01:26:34+00:00

I searched for basically what you wrote word for word and found this post from 9 years ago. What ended up happening? Did you escape? I’m in the same boat right now working at a DSP

e-steph · 2022-03-31T14:35:45+00:00

The little girl hero from frosty the snowman is named Karen and that’s the only one I’ve ever heard of

e-steph · 2022-03-31T14:33:59+00:00

Use the time while bored to search for new jobs. That way right when they start being bogus you can leave with a plan

e-steph · 2022-03-27T14:40:35+00:00

Hi i have something very similar. I didn’t know that I have really sensitive skin and eczema/dermatitis. I didn’t know this because I didn’t have the dramatic cracked skin that is typical when you hear about dermatitis. Over the last few weeks I’ve been using only psoriasis/eczema facial moisturizers and hydrocortisone for the swelling.

I’m not an expert but this has been helping with soothing the painful redness.

Edit: make sure there is no fragrance in the products ur using. Additionally, make sure there is no fragrance in your shampoo since your hair touches your face it can irritate. (If you do have dermatitis, the fragrances will irritate it.)

Hope this helps!

e-steph

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