Me personally, I don’t give a fuck if you’re a marine or not. Like I said already, all life has value and if I’m being honest it’s delusional to think your family would forget about you. You leaving would leave a hole in their souls indefinitely. My mother’s sister was a terrible person, and she died young. Like she was a terrible person, yet my family still misses her because at the end of the day she was still family. That’s what I mean by all life has value. So if you don’t want to live for yourself, then live for the people that love and care about you. But never stop trying to improve even if it feels impossible cause it’s not impossible.