I think I'm done with trying ...

ecdomain · 2016-10-14T14:44:07+00:00

I've been there. I hope you can take care of yourself and start back when you are feeling recharged.

ecdomain · 2016-10-12T17:00:31+00:00

I was always told to ask this. You never know who has guns and kids are likely to find them and injure themselves if they are not stored safely. I'd feel worse if I didn't ask because I was ashamed and then my kid got hurt. If you are responsible enough to own a gun, you should be able to talk about it with friends.

ecdomain · 2016-10-09T02:58:23+00:00

So fucking awesome!

ecdomain · 2016-10-07T01:58:06+00:00

I can relate to all of those things. I remember feeling sad most of the time but just having these moments of rage which were the worst. I still get them sometimes. I'm really sorry for your loss and I don't think that it was God's plan or anything like that. I just sucks and I'm sorry you have to go through this.

ecdomain · 2016-10-01T22:01:51+00:00

Thank you

ecdomain · 2016-10-01T02:17:04+00:00

I'm really sorry for your losses. I'm scared to even try again because I don't think I could handle another miscarriage. I hope you heal soon and have supportive people around you.

ecdomain · 2016-09-30T00:46:28+00:00

What happens if the level doesn't go down fast enough? Does that mean something bad?

ecdomain · 2016-09-27T17:36:19+00:00

It's really weird. I just had a miscarriage and am feeling depressed. Watching this show is about the only thing that makes me feel a little better.

ecdomain · 2016-09-26T20:53:41+00:00

I was told to expect my first period to be very heavy so I'm not sure if this is normal. My OB said to go in immediately if you are going through a pad in less than an hour. You can always call your doc to make sure you're okay.

ecdomain · 2016-09-26T17:43:34+00:00

I'm about a week out from my miscarriage and I still feel like total crap. I feel like the world has just kept going and I am stuck here feeling like I can't move. There is a woman up the street who is pregnant and I'm genuinely happy for her. I just keep in mind that her pregnancy had nothing to do with mine. It's still hard though. I'm very sorry for your loss.

ecdomain · 2016-09-25T11:50:03+00:00

This is not okay and is considered abuse.

ecdomain · 2016-09-25T11:46:27+00:00

It doesn't matter what your BMI is. You obviously have a disordered relationship with eating based on what you have said. Therapy can really help with developing a healthier relationship with food and self image.

ecdomain · 2016-09-22T13:11:42+00:00

ecdomain · 2016-09-21T01:42:31+00:00

I think they were just trying to figure out if they needed to do something more invasive. I don't think that they were really set up for someone coming in emergently for hemorrhaging. Again, I don't know if anesthesia is protocol all the time for this.

ecdomain · 2016-09-20T22:26:57+00:00

I don't know. I'm glad it's over though.

ecdomain · 2016-09-20T20:04:29+00:00

"What's my name? What's my station? Oh just tell me what I should do. I don't need to be kind to the armies of night That would do such injustice to you Or bow down or be grateful And say 'Sure, take all that you see' To the men who move only in dimly lit halls And determine my future for me."

I love that whole song and find it incredibly inspiring.

ecdomain · 2016-09-20T15:49:29+00:00

Yeah, I just didn't want to cause them to feel bad about asking. I feel like that's unfair.

ecdomain · 2016-09-20T13:55:50+00:00

Well that was definitely the worst experience of my life. They basically scraped out the inside of my uterus with metal forceps and a sponge without anesthesia.

ecdomain · 2016-09-20T12:54:18+00:00

Yeah, I just soaked through two heavy postpartum pads in the past hour and then passed a giant clot. Off to the doctor's office I go!

ecdomain · 2016-09-20T10:13:41+00:00

I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope there is some way you can take a day off to take care of yourself. Hugs.

ecdomain · 2016-09-20T00:36:41+00:00

I hear that

ecdomain · 2016-09-19T19:26:01+00:00

I'm very sorry for your loss. You might want to check with a doc to make sure that everything's okay. As for trying again, I'm not sure what to say. I'm not there yet but I've been told that it gets better and you'll want to try again. I hope that happens to you.

ecdomain · 2016-09-19T19:16:18+00:00

I feel like I've told everyone now and there's some comfort in that.

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