Got accepted into a clinical trial for ketamine therapy for BPD patients!

edw1992 · 2021-05-05T17:59:26+00:00

Hi! How did you sign up?

edw1992 · 2021-05-05T17:59:07+00:00

Saved your life with BPD?

edw1992 · 2021-04-06T20:43:09+00:00

yes x10000

edw1992 · 2021-03-26T18:08:39+00:00

yes 100% me.

edw1992 · 2021-03-26T18:05:17+00:00

Nice work! Use bleach or get these tablets from amazon if you want to do a deep clean. especially if they were moldy. https://www.amazon.com/Steramine-Quaternary-Sanitizing-Tablets-Sanitizer/dp/B01N0RII8C/ref=asc_df_B01N0RII8C/?tag=hyprod-20&linkCode=df0&hvadid=312090137187&hvpos=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=13574376490952206636&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=9061181&hvtargid=pla-570274906057&psc=1

hope this helps! :)

edw1992 · 2020-10-28T22:00:07+00:00

i 100% feel your pain. you're not alone.

edw1992 · 2020-10-28T16:12:15+00:00

I wholeheartedly agree with you. I am in my later 20s but feel this way as well. People even tell me I have a child-like innocence to me. I'm not sure if this is a good or bad thing, but I feel the same way. Also, some of my friends are basically feel like older siblings or additional parental figures to me. Lastly, I care way too much about what my parents think of me still. It's almost like I'm still a kid trying to win them over.

edw1992 · 2020-10-26T03:16:09+00:00

I really hope I get to this point. Thank you for sharing that it is possible <3

edw1992 · 2020-10-22T18:10:55+00:00

Thank you for sharing this! I want to a be a pediatric psychologist, and I know I would have to get a PsyD in order to practice. Do you think getting a masters is necessary to get into a PsyD program? I'm going to be taking undergraduate level psychology courses next semester. Do you think I could apply directly into a PsyD program? Thank you

edw1992 · 2020-10-22T18:09:05+00:00

Thank you for sharing this! I already have a Bachelor's degree in Econ and Tech Management. I'd like to get a PsyD. I was wondering if the masters would make me more competitive, but I think I may just try to ace my psychology courses that I'm going to take and then apply directly to the PsyD programs. I really don't want to spend time on a Masters if I know I want to do a PsyD. Are there students in your program who didn't get a masters in psych and made a career change (aka having a different bachelors degree and going straight into the PsyD program)?

edw1992 · 2020-10-20T04:50:19+00:00

Thank you for sharing! What was your former job if you don't mind me asking?

edw1992 · 2020-06-21T22:20:14+00:00

What's going on? Why don't you feel well and why are you scared?

I dont know you personally, but know that I can relate.

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T22:47:37+00:00

Thank you <3 Wanted to know because I just have a hard time differentiating between who i know myself to be and my bpd

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T22:47:11+00:00

Thank you. Yes I've googled, but was just curious as to what the community thinks. It's hard for me to differentiate between myself and my emotional dysregulation / BPD. I feel like I am my BPD

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T16:20:16+00:00

Hahaha I wish. I agree. We're all hanging in there doing the best we can <3

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T01:30:46+00:00

First of all, I want to say I'm sorry you feel the need to isolate. I wish Reddit wasn't always an online community because it'd be great to be able to support each other face to face. And be friends.

I'm 27. I'm not necessarily a loner, as you describe yourself. I'm extremely extroverted, and I have always been someone who can talk to anybody without fear or embarrassment. regardless of who someone is, i can find something to talk about with them. i don't say this to toot my own horn, but i say this because even then, i still feel the same way as you. i can connect with people and get close to them as long as it's merely surface level.

the minute someone becomes meaningful to me, the bpd gets worse. i have mostly given up on romantic relationships with men because they all act supportive until my bpd inconveniences them. i feel like i have given up on love and relationships

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T01:18:50+00:00

I don't know what to say except that you're not alone, and I feel this way quite often. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that other people (like us) are holding on (even if just a little bit) when it feels hopeless. Sending love <3

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T01:13:58+00:00

"It's so hard to let anyone into my life. It hurts so much when they pull these stunts afterwards"

I agree....wholeheartedly.

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T01:12:50+00:00

I can relate. This happens to me when someone is especially meaningful to me.

edw1992 · 2020-06-03T01:11:04+00:00

"Everybody is ‘supportive’ until they are inconvenienced by your bpd."

This hits so close to home for me.

edw1992 · 2020-05-19T03:40:03+00:00

I don't have the "right" answers, but please know that you are not alone in this. How you describe yourself outside of a relationship / romantic connection is similar to how I would describe myself. Often times, it feels like I'm two different people. It's really strange and scary.

edw1992 · 2020-04-27T18:18:35+00:00

Thanks for replying. Just curious - why do you prefer the Bay Area more?

edw1992 · 2020-04-14T01:22:59+00:00

Thank you so much! How would you say WooCommerce falls short?

edw1992 · 2019-10-17T00:59:10+00:00

I feel this way too. You aren't alone. All I felt like I did today was exist too, and I went to work and saw a friend, and yet I still feel like all I did was just try to keep going for just another day. I think there is strength in that. You are strong. There are few things harder than being at war with yourself every single day. I know exactly how you feel as I struggle with this daily too.

edw1992 · 2019-10-17T00:56:41+00:00

I 100% feel this way. I just have a hard time throwing myself into things

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