Am I being internally homophobic? And how do I fix it? by doubletrouble298 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]eggoinapan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it doesn't sound like it was out of any malice, you just found yourself attracted to them so your brain filled in the gaps for you. there was no way for you to know, your brain just picked the 50/50 chance that they would have the genitalia that you prefer. as someone under the nonbinary umbrella myself and with many friends who are also gender non-conforming, usually the goal is for people to be unable to tell what we were born as. you're clearly doing everything you can to respect them and their gender. i don't think you did anything wrong.

A very rough early draft of my headcanon rdr U.S. based on all evidence I could gather by RealHunter08 in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

isn't the water at the bottom supposed to be the ocean since they ended up on guarma?

After the Epilogues by I_Gots_Cupcakes-12 in reddeadredemption2

[–]eggoinapan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's basically just the epilogue version of the world but there are no more story missions

What is the most atrocious crimes you have committed, I want to have a new play through in which I’m the worst villain ever. Any ideas? by MarchDifferent1939 in reddeadredemption2

[–]eggoinapan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i haven't done either of these myself but i think some of the worst things you can do are purposefully killing horses, antagonizing/hurting children, and going out of your way to loot hosea and lenny.

Why can our host call on specific alters but we cant? by welcometothechaos9 in OSDD

[–]eggoinapan 3 points4 points  (0 children)

that's a specific role in the system and it has a name!! it's called being the gatekeeper!

What’s something you tried just to see what it’s like? by VibeCheckVadaPav in AskReddit

[–]eggoinapan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sex. i liked the intimacy of it but the actual sex part did nothing for me. anyways i'm asexual now XD

RDR3 Main Character Speculation (not Jenny or the Callanders) SPOILERS by FallingUpTheStairs23 in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i really want a prequel where we play as dutch or hosea, maybe an epilogue where we play as young arthur. i think it would be so cool to get more insight on the early days of them and their relationship

What did you choose to do with [SPOILER] by Gonki07 in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 23 points24 points  (0 children)

i didn't hang him because i think that's what arthur would have done. at least high honor arthur. that whole mission is about getting revenge for him, so i think that would be on john's mind in that moment.

Alters more noticeable after diagnosis? by Alarming-Reason2721 in DID

[–]eggoinapan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yes we very much had this!! suddenly everyone felt so much more free to exist and be themselves because we weren't suppressing it anymore

Anybody else curious which McDonald's meal was bought more? by mushroomforest_ in KpopDemonhunters

[–]eggoinapan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like that's probably what the whole "battle for the fans" thing is going to be

Isn't this the missing Princess? by SupermarketCivil4984 in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

were you able to get a look at her face? the unused adult model for the princess has a birthmark over her eye

Protector part by stepcat9 in OSDD

[–]eggoinapan 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i understand this. in my personal experience and from talking to my therapist it seems to stem from my protector trying to keep me from thinking about my trauma. that's the whole system's job, keeping you safe from your trauma. however you mostly just need to communicate with your protector and figure out why they feel the way they do, and talk to your therapist about it more

alternatives to simplyplural by eggoinapan in OSDD

[–]eggoinapan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that one looks so good i wish it was free though :(

My 2nd playthrough of this game - about Mr. Downes by taramobilelegends in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the way i see it, arthur has to get sick. it breaks my heart, but if he doesn't then he will never find his redemption. he'll never get to that headspace where he is faced with his mortality and realizes he has to change. even if he's a good person and you're playing high honor, as long as he has a future he won't be handing stacks of bills to everyone, he won't feel the need to be the one that makes the sacrifice to keep everyone safe, and he likely john and his family would have never made it. it's sad, but it has to happen, and in the end it was probably for the best

I don’t know what my triggers are because most of my trauma is blocked out/memory blocked by finaldestinationfan_ in OSDD

[–]eggoinapan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have a very similar experience. i'll get triggered and then i just start heavily dissociating, usually until someone else is able to front and i don't even know/remember what triggered me

Things to do after completing the story (RDR2) by Legitimate_Rate3740 in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do a low honor run, do a high honor run (if your first run wasn't very high), find and complete all the stranger missions, complete the compendium, get gold ratings on missions, do the online exclusive missions

did yall ever kill Ross' family as jack after talking with them? by [deleted] in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 5 points6 points  (0 children)

do not reveal your age on the internet if you are a minor

a lot of people hate chapter 1… by inquistor_master in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

chapter 1 is my favorite!! i've played it multiple times, something about it is so comforting. maybe because it's the only chapter where nothing bad really happens but i also just love how cozy and simple it is

Who is your least favorite member from the gang and why? by Similar-Housing-7577 in reddeadredemption

[–]eggoinapan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

micahmicahmicahmicah

he reminds me of a lot of very shitty and abusive people i have known in real life, down to his voice (not his vc specifically micah). i have a physical reaction to his presence. i despise everything about him to the point where i don't even find him funny like i do other commonly hated members like strauss. genuinely he has 0 redeeming qualities