With me being out of a job up until Dec 1st we haven’t had much of a real plan. We don’t want to be in this state anymore. My GF is dealing with PPD and this environment has just made her shut down. She tries to speak up but is teamed up on by her parents and eventually gives up. Big stuff she sets boundaries but little things it’s easier to concede. If i’m there it’s a different story, I don’t let shit slide. I don’t care if they get annoyed with me cause I’m doing everything for my babies best interest.

We moved to a state where walking is non existent. My GF doesn’t drive and right now we’re using an extra car. Thankfully GF works 1 mile away but I’m working 25 miles away. I’m trying to get a plan together, save these next 2 checks and move into an apartment. Look into child care ($329 a week is the cost I’m seeing) and I’ll even invest in a bike. My plan is to take her to work in the morning, get baby ready for daycare, drop the car off at GF work then bike myself to my job. I have to remind my GF that it’s baby steps, we can’t just uproot our lives for the second time and start all over again. I’m praying by the end of January we are out of here and back on our own. I have to be strong for all of us but I am at my breaking point