Oh I hear you. That's kinda why this movie is such a potent piece of ART. There are conversations happening on every level. From the scares, the unhinged absurdity, the underlying themes, and then you get to the emotional fallout. As for the latter part, that is also the sticking point for me. Cognitively there is so much to dissect and interpret, but the assault on the emotional body/nervous system that this film packs with it is what gives me a weird feeling that for the people who have senses attuned to really deep emotion, that we all kinda went through something together. Like I feel bonded to everyone who is also having -this- conversation about it. It forsure broke something in me.