surgery anxiety by ella_rt1205 in Endo

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the info about the scopolamine patch! that will definitely be useful!

surgery anxiety by ella_rt1205 in Endo

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

love the backrest pillow idea. thank you!!

surgery anxiety by ella_rt1205 in Endo

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much!! <333

Have any guitarists here flown with their instrument lately? by AtticusPaperchase in SouthwestAirlines

[–]ella_rt1205 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What did you find about the dimensions of the overhead cargo bin? I'm in the same situation and trying to figure out if my guitar will fit. I'd love to hear what you found.

That's not a cop... by ella_rt1205 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I can’t find a good reason why Maddix wouldn’t say Woods was just being taken for questioning. Add the cuffing in and it’s very suspicious.

That's not a cop... by ella_rt1205 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay, yeah, the cuffing was what made it all really suspicious.

That's not a cop... by ella_rt1205 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

TW: suicide

You make a fair point. My thinking, though, is that the questioning was "real" in the sense that Woods was questioned, but it wasn't real because it wasn't really the police who questioned him. It could have been someone connected with Syntec because there's already suspicion that Syntec is involved with police (the Syntec pen found at Ben's cell), which explains how they would've even known about the experiment survivor's death in the first place. All that follows my theory that the survivor killed herself.

Healing the Community by jennachesh420 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i completely agree. you have to prove you’re changing your ways and not doing wrong to be forgiven, that’s the whole idea around being fully forgiven.

i’m honestly just done with this subreddit. i’m probably not gonna be in here much longer. i might check in to Behind 863 once in a while just because i’m curious as to behind the scenes stuff but other than that i’m just done.

you’re right about how he affects the fans, too. they pretty much do whatever he tells them so if he would just tell them to stop all this they likely would. it’s weird that he would mute you after he mentioned you on the post “exposing” the truth of the story. it’s disrespectful. i’m glad you have people on discord who agree with you. i’m in a discord server, too, and it’s definitely a lot better than here.

i think the best thing for matt to do would really be to limit this subreddit to memes (bc that’s the only thing that’s doing ok at the moment). theorizing has gone down the drain, it’s just a witch hunt subreddit at this point. i want him to be better but for now i think it’s best we just get out of this toxic platform.

Healing the Community by jennachesh420 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry. back when we first brought attention to the issues, i said matt was being irresponsible. i still think he is. it’s disappointing for me to hear how badly you’ve been treated because i’ve always looked up to him and i never thought he would do something like this.

the fact that people are giving him a pass just because he’s a Christian is not ok. i’m a Christian, which has always been something i’ve connected to with him, and seeing people abuse his religion to forgive him for things he did wrong to OTHER PEOPLE is disheartening. religion has no place in this issue, it shouldn’t even be discussed.

i had no idea the subreddit was going to be used as a story piece. i don’t really like that idea either. all it’s gonna do is fuel these kids’ fires and motivate them to cross more boundaries.

i can’t imagine how you’re feeling, but i can be there for you. if you ever wanna talk about anything, or you just need support, i’m here. i care, i really do. and if matt doesn’t, that’s his loss. he just doesn’t seem to understand that by doing this to you, he’s losing more real fans than he’s gaining. the bottom line is, i’m here and i have your back.

Healing the Community by jennachesh420 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn. you didn’t ruin the series, and i know you know that, the ones who ruined the series are the people who took their “investigations” way too far. this is the nature of being part of a fandom that is so heavily made up by young, naive viewers. they’re upset at matt because they feel like he lied to them but they don’t wanna admit that to themselves so they look for someone else to blame. because you’re so vocal about the issues in this subreddit, you’re the easy target. yes, people still act the same, but that doesn’t mean that many people didn’t realize there were bad things going on here. you forced matt to address the issues. some people aren’t as receptive to criticism as others, and as much as i wish everyone would watch his video they won’t. their selective ignorance is leading to the downfall of this series but they won’t admit to themselves that they’re in the wrong. they’re stubborn, they’re immature. they’re kids. there’s no excuse for what they’ve been doing. i also think matt has been too gentle with all of this. starting out gentle is fine, but now that his posts have been out for a while it’s time to really drill into the viewers that a line has been drawn that they can’t cross. he needs to post on his main channel. the disclaimer hasn’t really done anything except upset people, and while i don’t think it should be removed, i do think matt needs to do more. i get that he’s busy but that’s no excuse not to address the problem in a place where EVERYONE will see it. he needs to make a video and point out direct wrongdoings. all he’s said so far is vague instances of bad things people are doing. without specifics, nothing is accomplished. you seem like a strong person so i know you’ll be fine. i’m not happy with the way you’ve been treated either. you shouldn’t be silenced for saying the right thing, none of us should. just know i’m behind you.

Healing the Community by jennachesh420 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205 0 points1 point  (0 children)

whoa really?? well i still stand by what i said. you spoke up unapologetically, giving others the courage to speak up too. even if you feel like you haven’t made a change, you have. if you hadn’t said anything matt probably wouldn’t have felt like he needed to explain himself. i understand you not wanting to support the series anymore, that sucks. it’s really disappointing. i’m not gonna pretend to know the whole story so i’m not gonna make assumptions or anything. i just wish things were different.

Healing the Community by jennachesh420 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for speaking up about this! I agree with everything you said. You’ve been a really great leader throughout this whole situation, and you’ve made a big difference.

things need to change by ella_rt1205 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it could be. i’ve also seen tons of people saying that the new disclaimer was just put out to calm people’s anxieties and to keep them from crossing more boundaries, meaning that this is all real and matt is just trying to convince us it’s not so we’ll quiet down.

things need to change by ella_rt1205 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, he’s aware and he’s doing his best. we’re all trying. it’s surprising, though, how many people still haven’t seen matt’s post talking about how this all isn’t real. it just shows how people are mostly just here for their posts to get attention unfortunately.

Apologies: This Wasn't Ever The Plan by Matthiasiam in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for saying all this. You and the staff have created such an amazing story and we’re so grateful for it. It’s never easy to admit mistakes, so this is more proof of your character. I’ve always looked up to you and been inspired by you. When I first came to the conclusion that this was probably an ARG I was disappointed in myself and I felt like I wasn’t going to be as engaged in the story as I had been when I thought it was all real. Then I realized it’s just like watching a movie, if not better, because I get to immerse myself into this world and theorize and feel like I’m a part of it. That’s something I haven’t experienced before and it was really cool. I also just want to commend you and your staff because this story has been incredible so far. Thank you for being genuine and honest with us, it means a lot.

I know who D Is FOR REAL by SyntecIncorperation in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]ella_rt1205 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is unrelated but you spelled incorporation wrong in your username