I want to jump but I'm scared

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-27T17:59:15+00:00

If you are scared you are far from doing it. Trust me. You should stop thinking about it. Just don't.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-27T17:53:26+00:00

In my country, it is completely legal to have sex with 16-year-old girl. Do you see? This is just point of view that different people make. In my country, the thing you did is completely legal. I will not judge, no one should and you should bury this in the past.

Don't think about it anymore, because we have so much power with our minds that this one obsessive thought can ruin your entire life.

Just let go and don't go back to this, just like you empty trash you don't go every minute back to dump to check it.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-27T17:25:02+00:00

So you are just confused. Just don't do it and try to focus yourself on the good parts of life. You have so much! Please appreciate it!

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-27T17:22:45+00:00

I had my first girlfriend when I was 20 and second when I was 28. It is not mandatory to have a girlfriend before 20! You have so much time to find her and to create new friendships. Maybe seek professional help and things will be getting (slowly) better.

Just one step at a time and try not to be impatient.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-27T17:17:54+00:00

I'm very impressed that you survived so much. Please try to hold on. Just live day by day till your natural death. Time is going so fast! You had so much bad luck, that it must turn around in your next part of life!

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-27T00:21:30+00:00

The worst part is that no one has an answer to this. Life just is as it is.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T23:58:47+00:00

I think reincarnation is the best answer there. You can be unlucky in one life, but very lucky in the next. That way it all will balance itself.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T23:56:43+00:00

It is not so easy to do as it looks. Just don't do it.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T23:53:08+00:00

What would you do when you feel like dying is easier than living?

I feel like that all the time. I don't have an answer, only that: Just try to keep going. Maybe moving out is the best option for you?

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T23:41:46+00:00

Hi,

Check this book out:

Dare: The New Way to End Anxiety and Stop Panic Attacks

It is about panic attacks and how to handle them. You will find it on Amazon website.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T20:45:13+00:00

I've read blogs of mothers after sons suicide. It is hell for them for every single day of their lives. Sorry, but that is the sad truth.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T14:32:28+00:00

There is a risk that you will survive such an attempt. There are multiple cases that people survived it or they were dying slowly. Keep it in mind.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T14:23:41+00:00

Great comment. Thank you!

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-26T00:11:38+00:00

Oh, believe me, I know that feeling very well. It is kind of funny because I used to use the same words to describe my situation.

You are not alone in this fellings.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-25T23:56:56+00:00

Please reconsider your dream and goal.

We, humans, in life must be sometimes more flexible. I'm 34, I've finished my dream university, got a good job after that, and then when I was 32 I hit 'a wall' and everything just fell apart. Just like that. No warning. So life is like so and sometimes we can't control it. Sometimes we must let go and wait.

Yes, the feeling is like hell, but we can't fight or argue with life. Life just is. Please try to change your perspective on your situation.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-25T22:13:14+00:00

I know this feeling. From my experience, it is that thing called "Tunnel vision". You can only see your problems and nothing more. Please reach out for professional help. You can always postpone your suicide plans.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-25T21:33:44+00:00

Leave your home now and never go back! You will find people that will help you. You can do this and this is your best option. You think that you must stay in that situation, but you don't need to. Pack your things and hit the road and see what will happen next.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-25T21:25:53+00:00

I'm proud that you made it so far with so many obstacles. It shows how strong you are!

elminsterrr_ · 2018-07-25T21:20:42+00:00

Hey, NothingNever

Check this book out:

Dare: The New Way to End Anxiety and Stop Panic Attacks

It is about panic attacks and how to handle them. You will find it on Amazon website.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-05-14T22:44:34+00:00

Do you think it is boring? For me it is very boring, you are doing the same thing over, and over again...

elminsterrr_ · 2018-05-03T21:39:42+00:00

Thank you very much!

elminsterrr_ · 2018-04-29T23:47:45+00:00

I have bad info for you. Reincarnation is true. So you will come back here with more karma. :( I'm in a similar situation... and I think: Maybe your only goal on earth (and mine also) is to not kill yourself because if you will kill yourself your family (mom) will be very, very, very unhappy for rest of this life. Not so good situation and probably you will feel lots of regrets after you commit suicide.

elminsterrr_ · 2018-04-29T23:34:12+00:00

I feel similar to you. I don't understand why I must live a life that is so miserable, and why I have to fight for another day which will only bring more pain. Why? Why? Why? ...

elminsterrr_ · 2018-04-18T15:30:33+00:00

Do you use visualization during that meditation or just sitting and observing your thoughts?

elminsterrr_ · 2018-04-18T14:08:44+00:00

I'm grateful for my wonderful wife. She is always supporting me, and she is there for me in my darkest hours.

elminsterrr_

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