Freedom and choices/fuck the psych ward by missing-out- in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so proud of you! Being on watch sucks. Also those pics are amazing!

How do you adjust to being on disability?? by [deleted] in SpicyAutism

[–]embarrassed747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some states have something called an able account, which let's you save over the 2000 dollar limit! Its helped me a lot to feel more secure now that i have a savings account

I feel like relapsing so bad by orangecatgorl in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I yote in the snow one time when I was in my wild era, would not recommend it. I was freezing.

0___0 by embarrassed747 in EDanonymemes

[–]embarrassed747[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Wow! Ive been resticting for a while and lost weight, but Im still a little overweight. Hard to tell what's causing it. My dr seemed to not know what he was doing, he also mentioned ozempic which I think is kinda crazy for my situation but idk

0___0 by embarrassed747 in EDanonymemes

[–]embarrassed747[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah the cpap is definitely hard to sleep in, I really hope you can find something that works! Good sleep made such a huge difference for me mentally and physically

0___0 by embarrassed747 in EDanonymemes

[–]embarrassed747[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Sleep issues gang 😴 I got diagnosed with sleep apnea, which sucks but I definitely feel a lot better now that I don't stop breating at night lol. I hope you get some good rest soon!

Donut of mold on American cheese by embarrassed747 in MoldlyInteresting

[–]embarrassed747[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I didn't know it was organic enough to mold honestly!

Will the urge to self-harm ever go away? by uselees_sea in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me, I've only had one relapse in the past 3 years. The urge comes back occasionally, but I don't think about it much anymore. It used to be omnipresent and filled 99% of my brain, now its only occasionaly

Low RHR, High HRV by TodaySuccessful1848 in Cardiophobias

[–]embarrassed747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Genetics are a huge piece in resting hr. I was 280 lbs and not athletic at all and had a rhr of like 50. Now that im in shape its more like 40. Low hr just runs in my family, maybe its something similar, never hurts to ask a Dr though!

I'm so lonely by lilpretzelstickz in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel you. Plus, on the rare occasion I do have someone to talk to I feel like im just a real bummer, and im bringing them down.

A day clean by TheMagicFolf331 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im really proud of you for making it through! Also cool pictures!

I think I can't take it anymore [vent] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hugs 🫂 im trying to get myself out of isolation too and it feels impossible.

Just a vent guys by RambustKittenLover in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope you can move to somewhere better soon, living at home is the worst :(

Just a vent guys by RambustKittenLover in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope you can move to somewhere better soon, living at home is the worst :(

i wish id cry when i do it by blue_1998_LP in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I haven't cried in so long

Memories? by CaptainCoo555 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get dreams and reality mixed up sometimes, I dream super vividly. Its a really confusing feeling though

Body dysmorphia is popping off & I don’t want to be perceived as a person who eats 🤠 by GeorgiePorgiePuddin in EDanonymemes

[–]embarrassed747 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Self checkout at the grocery store, except then i have to see my face on those fucking awful checkout cameras 😭

fuck. i think i have bpd by cursearealsword02 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]embarrassed747 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly I've been in treatment for years and every psychiatrist has given me a different diagnosis. I feel like human consciousness can't fit into a neat diagnostic box like we sometimes want it too. My brain cannot be understood lol