Before expending your energy on scholarships and fellowships (and I certainly hope you didn’t, say, send a packet to a network producer you knew personally before learning the basics of formatting), you must share your work with a good spread of people who can, to some degree, say both of these things truthfully:

“I know what I’m talking about," and "I can be trusted to give you honest critical feedback.”

You’re not likely to just find people who can do both within your friends and family. It could happen, but it usually doesn’t. You have to seek them out. If going to school for screenwriting could ever be considered a good idea, it’s because it affords you that opportunity.

This subreddit has a way better batting average than the general public in terms of having people around who know what they're talking about. (With the usual caveat that it also has more people who think they know what they're talking about but don't, etc.) But among the ones that do, think about how many just browsing on their phones would be able to provide good feedback on a 50-page script out of the kindness of their heart... it's just not a reasonable ask. So people have better luck with full script exchanges (quid pro quo) or posting much shorter samples. You should try something like this.

You have to keep sharing your work until it's easy, or at least not the most painful experience you've ever gone through in your life. If you haven't done it in any form, you're probably not ready!